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2008-09-07T20:49:00.005+08:00

我舍不得, 可是时间回不去了.

I'm waiting for 杨家将 to show laaaa ;D
Back-to-school's life tomorrow, goshed~ ! One week had just passed liddat, I didn't even enjoy a single bit of holiday-mood. Exams and exams that makes me go insane. Better mug hard from tomorrow onwards, it's coming. Omfg, it's really coming. Those papers that I'm darn afraid of..
GAH! =.="

2008-09-06T21:25:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ME ;D
Sixteen, Sixteen.. Finally~ !
Celebrated my birthday on thursday with Babyee, Wallieee, Penguinn, Jiahui and Huiling ♥ `x3s .Thanks alot for those lame stuffs that you guys did, tht's why i always enjoy my day with you guys (: There's always laughter when I'm with you guys, even though you guys only do stupid stuffs, laughs*
;D
Thanks alot to Zhiting, Ferlicia, Weesen, Shouxian, Mak and Waikhee for their companion ytd.
PIZZA PIZZA! MY FAVOURITE!
Zhiting made me a puzzle, she's so sweeeeeeet lo ;D
I LOVE YOU LAH KAYS! &it's gonna be Forever.
Wait till i get back my phone, i'm gonna blog those photos in Ferlicia's hp that i snapped yesterday. Thanks guys~ !
&thanks those whom msged on the dot, esp LEEPATPAT! her stupid msg made me laugh, Lol.

Sorry, for everything that has happened,
I'm really sorrryyyyy :(

2008-09-03T20:52:00.003+08:00

Last paper of this week, English. You know, once you flunk this paper, there you go T.T
I'm not gonna comment about today's paper, quite meaningless cause it's already over. No point pondering over it.
After tmr's paper, we're gonna have steamboat to celebrate Babyeee and my birthday. Ohya, today is babyeee's birthday! Grrrrr.. gahhhh =.="
I knew it's gonna be fun tmr, it's gonna be(:
:D
I'm angry D: I want my phone back and i called the service-centre. They said i can only get back my phone next week!
I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad.

I wanna get lots of sticky note! Dun you think it's sweet to have lots of sticky notes filled with words?
I love stickynotes!

2008-09-02T20:36:00.003+08:00

Grrrrr.. gahhhhhs :D
" Hello-hello, I miss you ! "

Let's dig our ears for tmr's listening compre(:
&memorise all those social study notes hard!

These day's as been okay, especially with laughters almost everyday. But i seriously miss you lah, Phonie. You know, you sucks. you made me waited for one bloody week and now you're still not back yet. Without you, i just can't focus on my studies.
I want to get you back real sooooooon :D
&I'm gonna smack you upside-down when you're back!
you'd better be back before friday, 3moredays~

GOODLUCK.

2008-08-28T18:31:00.005+08:00

我好不开心哦！
I went down to town alone, pathetic isn't it? Infact, i just wanna see if i can be independent. Have been thinking through "Independent" this word, for days. I'hv always depend on my family and friends whenever i meet with troubles. I'm trying it out on my own, though it seems kind of weird. The feeling of being alone wasn't good. But to some other people, they enjoyed.
As for me, I'd rather be with a bunch of people doing silly things together. It's better to be surrounded with happiness then surround yourself with ~~emo-ness~~ right?

Planned to collect my phone, but in the end, they say haven't fixed yet. I'hv wasted my time going here and there, gah! But i have brought Famous Amos, jealous?
Ohhhhh, fonie!!!!
Put my sim card into bro's phone, so many msges lo. How i wish i have my phone back with me now. I miss you x3s

I seriously hate guys crossing their legs, oh-so-gay!
ANTI-TIKOS!

2008-08-26T21:20:00.004+08:00

"Love is the enchanted dawn of every heart."
I need to study, I have to study.
My a.maths results had really pulled my mood down to the bottom. I know it's my worse subject, but I'm still mugging hard at it, hoping one day I'd pass. At least a pass, I'd be very glad.
This failure had made me realise to work doubly hard for it.
I'hv send my phone for repair this afternoon, &i can only get it back by thursday.
I'm missing you already, Fonie(:
Thanks Patpat for your companion.

Find someone who won’t hurt you,
&Make sure that she still believes in love.

Tags replied(:
Jiayin- thanks for the tag, Patty!
...- you're? yahhs, thanks for the tag anyway(:
Jovina- Hellos, you mug hard too(: All the best! x3
Jermaine- I failed, sobs* Anyway, thanks(:
Youchun- Thanks aloads, takecare too(:
Weesen- hehhs, thank you!
Josephine- thanks alot, x3s
Yazid- that's curry +sweet and sour sauce +salt and pepper and many
different sauce, that's why(:
Zhiting- thanks alot(: I will jiayous de!
Passerby- Westwood, why? you're?
Michelle- GAH! thanks alot(:

2008-08-25T20:36:00.004+08:00

"Love distills desire upon the eyes, love brings bewitching grace into the heart."
A brand new week, a fresh new start(:
I'm having a bad flu, &it's making me feel sleepy. I don't even have the mood to study uh, bad flu go away~ I wasn't feeling great today, and they tried to cheer me up, with many kinds of stupid ways. Now, you know why i love them hell lots(:
Whenever I'm unhappy, they'd know it, &they'd start to make me laugh without fail.
Looked for Ferlicia aftersch, and headed to the canteen. We ate prata, it was the first time in my 3 yrs school-life at regent(:
you're so ewwwwwww D:
Mougamandekinai!
もうがまんできない！

你将会被谁抱紧, 唱什么歌哄他开心.
我想著天空什么时候会放晴, 地球不曾为谁停一停.
你的明天有多快乐不是我的, 我们的爱是唱一半的歌.
时间把习惯换了,伤口愈合,
也撤销我再想你的资格.

2008-08-24T22:17:00.002+08:00

"Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies. "

9 more days to 'N' level.
This is gonna be the last lap, &hopefully it'll be a successful one.
I want to pass my A.maths, which i know it's impossible.
There's too much temptation luring me away,
Esp television. gosh~ shut that down pleaseeeee;d

Met with Ferlicia and then Shouxian. Went to eat the Japanese Bbq, it's super nice lo. I wondered if its becuz i hadn't eaten for one whole night, so it taste-d nice:D
Met up with the others and headed to Shouxian's house.
Didn't really study, but yet playing. Bus-ed to Kap, while Ferlicia went to look for her mummy.
I alighted at the bus-stop, and it's raining cats and dogs. I cabbed there instead. Spiky came after Brella, and keep making me laugh non-stop. Esp, before we left, we played sissors-paper stone. we had to eat the mixture that Spiky and Me had made. Brella kept losing at first. Had a fun day, behaving like small kids.
It's super ewwwwwwww :(
Bus-ed home after that with Brella and Spiky(:

sighhhh, i'm tired!
But i'm still going to watch 杨家将! 我的七郎啊~

2008-08-24T11:31:00.003+08:00

Slept around 3plus yesterday night, after bickering with Weesen. Woke up early this morning, Daddy and Mummy had already left home. I'm all alone with Bro so i intended to go to my Granny's house for awhile, i hadn't seen her for a long time :X

So much things had happened yesterday,
I'm sorry, I was at fault and I always am.
But i just want you guys to know, i wasn't unhappy with you all.
Infact, I really enjoyed.
If, in anyway, i had lead you guys to misunderstandings that i was unhappy,
I'm sorry, I didn't mean it.

Edited my blogskin and I'm heading to lot1 to find Ferlicia now.
sign, studystudystudy.
Mugmugmug!

2008-08-23T21:33:00.002+08:00

I'M SAD
I'M SAD
I'M SAD
I'M SAD
I'M SAD
I'M SAD
I'M SAD
I'M SAD
I'M SAD
I'M SAD
you'd nvr spare a thought for us.

2008-08-22T19:43:00.004+08:00

Prelim's OVER! :D
I mean part1, hahahahahahas
Now the main focus is on my humanities which is coming in less then 2weeks time. Must really get myself prepare after see-ing today's paper! Bad flu again, causing me to lost the mood to finish the paper! Maths paper was rather fine compared to the mock exam(:
Today Duper-dahaoren lend me the disc that i have been begging for 5days.
He's so kindddddddd;D
Rushed back home and watched until episode8 already, FAST UH! All of them looked down on me, they said i won't be able to finish before Monday, hmmmmm.. let's see who win lo! GAH!
I LOVE 杨七郎 laaaaaaa;D
omfg!~

2008-08-19T13:44:00.003+08:00

"In dreams and in love there are no impossibilities. "

Had chinese prelim today, it's so oh-myyyyy!
Cut my hair ytd, and it's duper short right now, esp my frige. The person whom gave the loudest laughters was Idiot and Liqin of course. This two dumbos never fails to laugh at others. Actually, i was laughing a myself too, with such a "oh-so-toot" hairstyle.
I have got my Breaking-dawn le, superrrrr duperrrr happyyy! I'm gonna finish New Moon by this week if possible. Well, is this call studying for English? No idea either, i only know it can make me sleep better at night, and it also improve English!
:D
Lets countdown, its just 14 more days to 'N' level. I have to limit myself for watching tv and start revising instead. Stress are knocking at the doors already. I'm gonna mug hard for my maths, really hard perhaps?
I kept sneezing today, Bad flu.
Ewwwwww, it always happens during exams period.
ALL THE BEST FOR TOMORROW'S ENGLISH PRELIM!
byebye♥

2008-08-16T21:48:00.001+08:00

All my happiness has been torn apart.
Math's driving me crazy, Friendships are driving me nuts.
PRELIM's coming next week, gosh~ Am i suppose to sit infront of the table taking out a book &study rather then sitting in front of my laptop typing all this craps?
:D
Went to school and afterthat gym:D
Crapping around in the library and i only did two maths question, gah! Ferlicia, Weesen, and Shouxian is super funny de lo. Even if anyone is going emo, hanging out with them will simply makes you go crazy, ya indeed!
They're oh-so-nuts.
Esp, the time when they keep scolding the librarian.
"do you believe in supernatural stuffs? "
Thinking back, those times we often get together and do childish stuffs, fun isn't it?
But somehow, we'd all change. Those laughters that we had everyday wasn't hanging out there anymore. whywhywhy?
I'm duper tired now, &i feel like rolling on my bed already.
I ♥ FIR lehhs:D

Maybe I really don't understand you,
&thats the root of our problem.

2008-08-15T17:58:00.005+08:00

duckie: I'M DEAD!

awwwww.. so sweeeeeet ;D

SEEE, MY BEAR LOOKS SO FAT! SO CUTE UH!

CHEESECAKEEEEE ;D

Woke up early in the morning, and acc-ed weesen to shantini's house. Decorated the cake and left for the surprise. HAPPY 1ST MONTH ANNIVERSARY! He made cheesecake for Xinhui leh, so sweeeeeet uh ;D
We help Xinhui to clear it once recess came. Went to Shantini's house again and ate the cheesecake that we made for ourselves, it's so nice lo! Geeeeeees :D Maybe those guys just don't feel the effort that we had put in, then they said it wasn't as nice as outside de, goshed!
Elmo treated me noodles today, cuz he said he was rich =.=" I gonna pay him back somehow, it's just not feeling right to eat people's money. it's gonna meddle me for three-days before i pay him back on monday.
Was looking through Mvs, and i saw the song, Moon Crying. Any kind souls wanna dl it for me?
SO NICE UH!
I'm so moodless today,
why have we become like that?

Mspoh's last day, GAH! So sadddddd:(
I'm gonna miss you, for sure.

2008-08-14T21:36:00.009+08:00

D:
Why must you all start to put salt onto the wound?
I admit, i don't want to face the reality,
but can't you all just keep it from me?
&i when i told you 3times, i don't want to know,
IT MEANS I REALLY DUN WANT TO KNOW!
Say, I'm stubborn or whatever shit.
Maybe you guys are right, i should have know the truth.
But this very moment, i dont' want to face or even know it.
why must you guys force me to walk away before you can stop everything?
I forced myself not to even shed a single tear,
but it just somehow burstout.
you guys may be my greatest support whenever I'm sad,
but this time, can i have just live like nothing has happen before?
I'd rather, i don't know anything.

I HAVE HAD A BAD DAY!

I was almost late for school again.
I ate Chicken Chop, not my liking~
Someone vandalised my table by drawing a triangle girl :(
I'hv had a big cry, (rainbow will appear after the rain =.=")
EMO-ING! , it always makes me day go bad!
I'hv bake cheesecake, but it doesn't look right.
I had spent all my money on tomorrow's surprise, BANKRUPT lo!

~!#&*:(@#$%
I have a triangle body, omfg!

2008-08-12T17:13:00.003+08:00

The rainbow will appeared after the rain.
Cold wars again, i'hv never failed to quarrel with you once a week =.="
I'hv made cheesecake few days ago, and its superb nice alrights. I'm gonna teach Bro and Sissy how to make for their gfs laaaaa;D awwwww, so sweeeeeet!
i'm sucha failure today, i didn't even do a single maths questions, gosh~
20 more days to 'N' level, &I'm still slacking like nobody's business. Mummy is going overseas at the end of this month, &i'm gonna go yipeeeee;D

LaughOutLOud.
she asked me along, but exams are coming, even if i know i'm not going to make it, i'd still have to study, &at least i'd not regret not putting in effort.
I'm so sick after coming home from sentosa yesterday, i'hv got sunburn. i'm so dark like charcoal now, goshed! when i looked into the mirror, i can't even belief that stupid blackie was me uh!
I'M SO NOT FEELING WELL, NO APPETITE EITHER!
didn't felt like going to school either, but i want to cherish everyday that i have, to see you.

sigh! Studystudystudy.
if only i had 48hrs a day!

2008-08-11T23:59:00.003+08:00

The couple of the day♥

SENTOSA(:
with Xinhui, Sanly, Weesen, Shouxian, Waikhee, Yonghung and Hanxiang.
Frisby on the beach, and we went back to vivo for ice-cream.
Met up awhile with Tingting♥, and bide-goodbyes.
bus-ed home from vivo, goshed* i feel like i'm super bright! But i don't wanna take mrt home, esp when i'm unhappy. I'd rather prefer taking a long-journey bus.
I ♥ YOU GUYS!
you'd nvr understand how i really feel..

2008-08-09T19:15:00.005+08:00

Yesterday's pics with Zhuzhu♥

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!
FIR's concert yesterday.
thks alot to zhuzhu, cuz she acc-ed me(:
Jam was the guest of the concert, and i was waiting for him to sing my favourite song, but HE DIDN'T LURHS 0.0" GAH!
It ended quite late, but we metup with Ferlicia, Weesen, and Shouxian nonetheless.
Reached home at around 12 plus, &i was duper tired then. Bro came down to bring me home, so kind of him. hehhs(:
:D
&today, i was awoken up by a stupid msg, wishing me happy national day, DUH!
Met up with Ferlicia, Weesen, and shouxian then went gym together. I went to measure my height, and guess what? I have grown taller, yipeeeee ;D
Had my Favourite Bento today, I'm loving it(:
Had a big tiff with Bro just now, grrrrrrrr!! He just keeps nagging like an old woman, sometime mummy also bth him lurhs! pillow fight again, like small little kiddos!

Just one last dance,
before we say goodbye.

2008-08-06T16:40:00.003+08:00

我沈默不代表我不痛,

我不痛眼泪就不会流.

最痛是当时微笑送你走

等到你转身后眼泪也不敢流,

只怕你偶然还会回过头.

If i were you, i would stay close to him,

and cherish every moment i had with him.

I'hv been super bad-tempered this few days. I'm sorry, i'm just not in the mood. My attitude is getting from bad to worst each day, goshed~

YC IS DUPER GOOD LAAAS;D

(he wanted me to write this =.=")

Kept yearning for tibits in class, i'm going to buy lots of tibits tmr provided I'm able to wake up early tomorrow(: Went to Lot1 with Sanly, to collect our stuffs. Wanted to print more photos, but we had to wait. Sooooo.. why not print next time when i'm much free-er? Lol

Didnt' get to see Ms-ong today, cuz her Bf occupy her for the wholeday. I hate her Bf. I just hate it when he says "she's mine". GAH!

I'm alright now, i supposed? I know i have great friends all around me. When i'm down, they're always there for me. &when i'm happy, they'd laugh with me. Isn't that what friends are for? Friends comes and goes, but i certainly hope these group of friends would come and nvr leave.

&we'll always stay together, right?

{ Zhiting, Sanly, Ferlicia, Xinhui } <3

There's Maths mock exam tmr, grrrrrr:X

29 more days to 'N' level :(

2008-08-04T18:29:00.004+08:00

EMOEMOEMO! sucks.
I can see, everyone including darling wants to cheer me up. &darling just msg-ed me, super elated laaaa;D Maybe you guys dun know anything, but i'm really touch that even Liqin sort of wanted to make me smile. She did some ugly drawings of Baby, when i say ugly its super uglyxD
GAH!

The thought of him, really fills me with misery.
My heart-breaks somehow when you tell me things abt him.
Probably, you dont' know and would nvr understand.
But i seriously hope for a period of peaceful-ness,
and so to concentrate on my coming exams.
as time goes by, i know i'll feel better.
i'm sorry, if my actions somehow affect you,
but you should know, i didnt' mean it.
thanks for being there, when i needed you.
for now, i'd have to push you away.
hoping you could find your own happiness.
no matter what happens, you'll always be my friend,
My closest friend♥
对不起。

2008-08-03T20:10:00.003+08:00

如果时间可以从但一且的不开心，就好。
SECOND post for today.
Too many things are happening at the same time, i know this day will come, &whereby i'll learn how to face all thoe troubles by myself. &this is when, i'll learn to become much stronger, i know.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CS!
he was super surprised when i send him the best wishes ytd's night, he said so ;D
I'm playing a game with weesen tmr, he's gonna lose for sure. we're gonna see who's the most emo person tmr, either me or him. &well, the loser will have to smile and stop emo-ing.
FUN UH :D

i wanted to have afternoon naps just now, but somehow i couldn't get to sleep even after a sleepless night. I almost dozed off, but i was awaken by a nightmare. Grrrrrrrrr:X
i dont' think today would be a good night either.
GOSH-ED! MY EYEBAGS ARE COMING OUT!
should i act like nth's has happened before?

2008-08-03T08:02:00.011+08:00

when everything, becomes nothing.
went for my pizza yesterday, it's like duper long since i'hv step into pizzahut laaaaa ;D We sat down for like hrs, cuz we couldn't finished up the pizza, goshed! Afterthat, went to shop around and we went to print our group-photo out. weeeeeeee, it's so nice uh.
I can barely sleep in the night. Tears wetted my pillow, &it was the first time, i really felt like thousands of knife were plunging into my heart.
&at that moment, i realised i had no one to rely on, not even a single soul. This time, i didn't even need songs to make me cry, somehow, those tears just roll down uncontrollable-ly.
Because of you, i hadnt' been me this few days. people asked, but i kept quiet. i dont' find a mean for anyone to know, including you. I really feel like shouting my lungs.

For now, i'd rather believe he's the kindest man to me on earth.
At least he doesn't makes me tear to sleep everynight,
&his little actions didnt' bother me alot.
&when he looks at me, i could only feel the touch in his eyes.
In the past i hope i could forget him, but now i'd rather keep it as a part of memory. as& when i think of it, i would give silly smiles.
Maybe i don't love him anymore, but i still cherish each and every moment i get, to see him.
&when i think of his smile, it eased my pain.
♥♥♥
My eyes were swollen, my tears had dried.

2008-08-01T21:24:00.001+08:00

其实我没有你想象中那么坚强。

I promise you this,

when you're down and trouble and need a helping hand,

and when nothing's going right for you,

close your eyes, and think of me,

I'll be here to brighten up even your darkest night.

X-country:D

I had lots of fun today, run-run-run :D

went for mcd early in the morning, an KFC for lunch. i finished the run, and i thought of alot of things that happened recently. &just somehow i feel like dashing to the destination. I'm not feeling really great, not really D: But i'm still able to fake a smile and pretend nth's happening.

i'm sorry, i don't understand you.

i feel like i have neglected Zhiting& Ferlicia, somehow. Heaven been talking to them alot this few days, ewwwwww.. i'm so sorry:/

ok, anyway it's a good run afterall, Go-go-go!

the two sweet couples really make me green with envy alrights.

awwwww.. so sweet laaaaaaa;D

2008-07-27T21:56:00.004+08:00

i'hv got 10minutes to blog before my Incredible tales start!
Grrrrrrrrr :X
something happened ytd, &i only told two person, cuz at that point of time, I'm worried& just worried, and i really dun know what to do. Came back home today, and i'hv got the whole story.
F* that idiot oks, nvrm. Only that two person knows exactly what i'm toking about.
i was baby-sitting my cousin yesterday, &so many things happened.
i wish i was there at that very moment, you know? I wish i really were
Cried last night, and teared to sleep. I was wondering why, crying has already become my daily routine recently. Too much things are happening in my life this very moment, i just hope it could stopped for a second.
&i know, today's not gonna be a great night but i still had to roll around until i start to dream right?
Zhu♥, Thks for everything!

Sometimes, not al things could be said out,
It would be good, if you can feel it as well.

2008-07-26T17:37:00.011+08:00

OREO CHEESY! ♥

THE SIANS.

I'm here to blog;D
但是我今天不开心，不开心！
But i'm going to be effing happy from this moment onwrds, cuz i don't want to be emo-tional.
But over and over again, i'm stuck in the middle of this problem.
Perhaps, i really don't know what i'm thinking, perhaps! &the root of the problem is you uh, you know?
GAH!
I went to school today and did some homework, &of course. do you know, it's only 38more days to 'N' level? Awwwww, pls stop the time for a moment T.T
Chat at Longjohn with Sanly and Ferlicia and soon came Weesen, Anwar, and Soooo-sian. Basically crappings. Afterthat they intended to go to the library for some study-ing, we didn't wanted to join them so we went home lo.
Chat with Sanly on the bus, i can only confide all my troubles to her.
But her troubles plus my troubles equals very trouble.
Life has been urber bored this few days, sighhhh:(
有时候，不是要开心就可以开心起来的.
把不开心，藏起来，真得很痛苦，你知道吗？
XIEXIE NI, ZHU♥

VIRGO - The Perfectionist (Aug 23 - Sept 22) ;Dominant In relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal.Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often pessimistic.

2008-07-22T17:49:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LANLAN♥

you know? i'm much earlier than huiling to send her the best wishes. i sent her on the dot and she replied me only this morning=.="

Home-econ as usual. You know home-econ wasn't fun, and it wouldn't be. Aftersch, went to look for Msong, then we went studying together. went to study corner, and huien realised her a.mahs tb was missing. So we went to help her look for it, and you know what? We found it, of course.
其实，这样的生活也蛮好的。

因为，最近都和他们一起留下来读书。

读的书虽然不多，但是最少有做到功课。

至少，我忙于作业时，不会想起他，不会觉得不开心。

STUDY. STUDY. STUDY.

Ferlicia brought cheesecake and lollipop for me today, duper elated laaaas ;D

After studying, we went home together, laughing with our lame jokes. Duckling, don't think i can't sleep without knowing whats the answer, i'm not interested in it at all.

想起你的时候，我不会舍不得，

反而我没有遗憾，因为我曾经深深的爱过你。

还有最后，谢谢你曾让我难过。

♥♥♥

2008-07-21T16:51:00.011+08:00

BEBE♥

Today's weather is duper cold, &i seriously love this kind of cold-weathers.
awwwwww-some :D

School's perfectly fine today esp with the entertainment of Zhuzhu and Tohtoh. They were playing some oh-so-duh games, &i realised i'm abit clever. *Laughs.

Met Zhuzhu and the sweet couple in the morning and head to school. See them so sweet uh, makes me green with envy. Gah!

Zhuzhu brought a straw for us, and i started playing it afterthat. Me and ferlicia were playing like some sort of kids. But we didn't buy milk, i don't like the vending machine :/

Chinese oral exam, it's finally over! Elated yea xD

After oral, went to look for Girls♥, chit-chat and joke around. I'm simply inlove with the time i spend with them, although i know this won't continue for long, but i'll cherish.

There are no good-byes, because you guys will always be in my heart.

Enjoy your sweet-romance, my dear.

没有你，我也许会过得好一点。
没有你，我可能可以很开心的过每一天。
但是如果真的没有你，我就不知道什么是爱情。

Love is a condition in which the happiness of another person,

is essential to your own.

2008-07-20T11:27:00.022+08:00

Happiness is not about being perfect,

but about seeing beyond the imperfections.

I'm having family day today, super happy lo cuz i can see my Precious Bebe♥ le. &there's buffet today, &there'll be sooooooo much food！

Yesterday, it was the first time i talk so much to Zhuzhu. You know, i just can't stop sighing. I'm so PuzzledVexedAnnoyed. Gah!

THANK YOU, ZHU♥
D:

Yesterday night, acc-ed my entertainer to chat, after ending all the msges, i still can't get to bed. &it's like almost 2am already, and i'm still rolling all over my bed :/
&I know that keeping yourself happy also makes a day while keeping yourself sad also makes a day, why not let yourself be happy right?

But tears just kept streaming down my face.

RAHHHHHHHH D;

thats so NOT me uh!

Love is like the wind;

you can't see it but you can feel it.

Sometimes if the wind stops blowing don't move right away,

because sometimes it comes back.

TAGS REPLIED
Zarifah:D- hey, babe! i love you too(:
Ferlicia- Thks for your concern. i almost recover le, but still don't feel like eating.
Weesen- thks for your concern(: Budden i'm gonna get diabetes soon, LoL
Zhiting- Will relink soon:D &thks for the concerns, ilu!
Sanly- i really don't know lehh, we gossips also? Lol. you so concerned abt me ahs, xiexie lo!
Jiayin- She china mehs? omg, her voice so nice lo.

2008-07-20T11:03:00.007+08:00

2008年7月21日，晴。

今天，我很早就起来了，怎么滚，还是睡不着=.="

最近，我都很不开心，为什么呢？

Zhuzhu♥说我只是在自我麻醉自己，但是真的吗？

我真没有喜欢过你吗？我只是在骗自己吗？我真的不知道。

昨晚，我想了很多，哭了一点，觉得心情比较好。

或许，是因为我把全部的心事都说出来了吧。

我好想吃我的Oreo cheesecake. 有哪一心底好的人，要陪我呢？

谢谢你哦，死肥猪！

听了我一个晚上的烦恼，你有变更烦吗？

我想要知道，我的心到底在想什么，

说真的，我真的不知道为什么，我会因你而烦。

因为你，我学会了坚强！

2008-07-19T20:16:00.006+08:00

SEEE, MY LOUSY CAMERA SHOT!

( so not CLEAR uh! booooo! )

I went to lin youjia autograph session today. Let me tell you uh, he's duper handsome oks. i heard him singing my favorite song and i even recorded it down. can you imagine? i went into the rain just to see him, but ya, alot of fans did that as well.

i'm not his super fan though, but i like his song and his cute face. &today, the liu liyang also have the autograph session, and i think her songs also very nice, she has a very unique voice, and i like her cool style.

End of all my craps, there's something wrong with my phone, ohF*

i can't upload photos and i can't even hear the songs inside also, cause the raindrops got into my phone, and now i think it has alreay gone gaga~

went to westmall and have my bento♥, the usual one. i really like the chicken terriyaki alot(: I'm duper full now and i had it for like hrs already.

Leejiayin, you better drink more water and have your oral test on monday.

OHYA!

i'm SUPER SCARE of my oral thats coming this monday, ewwwwwww D:

因为你，我学会了怎么爱，

也是因为你，我不想爱了.

2008-07-18T21:32:00.005+08:00

The Secret Affair.

i'm feeling so ewwwwwww today. &I'm not feeling well, i feel like vomiting every second.

And i'm irritated by it. Mum rushed me to the doc, i didn't go. you know medicines are like rotten eggs, they ain't nice at all. Not like those cough syrup either, that makes you get addicted.

Someone has got an affair, a real sweet one. Of course, being a human being, who isn't envy of that. although the guy was like justok, but thats our precious girl oks!

Can you imagine, her afterschool-life is no longer with us?

Can you imagine, we hadn't been bickering for like days.

SHE HAS TOTALLY CHANGED(:

but it's ok, at least she changed for the better, not the worst. i just feel so bored without her bickering with me, i'm seriously not used to it.

GAHHHHHHHH(:

Chat with zhuzhu on the phone for very long? I mean its the first time i talk to her on the phone for so long. Today was a long day, we study in the library and afterthat we ended up in the canteen "concern-ing" about something else. Chat for while and walked back home,

ewwwwwwww, today's super tiring lo!

2008-07-15T20:34:00.004+08:00

If i has to choose between loving you, and breathing.

I would use my last breath to say "i love you".

Home-econ for the first period as per normal, and i was asked to redo the whole of the coursework. can you imagine? it's already the last day for our works to be handup, and she asked me to redo the whole thing =.=

GAHHHHHH !

Wa`lii put on makeups for Joanna. &Joanna really looks like a gay la, of course. he puts on eyeliner, lipgross, eyeshadow, aiyooooo, all those makeups that girls put laaaa;D

was listening to my earpiece, but it doesn't seems to distract me away from all my ohhhsoduh troubles. You destroyed my mood, totally :(

how am i supposed to know what actually happens? there were two versions of the whole story, perhaps one of them was just a white lie to console me?

or perhaps i should have listen of neither of them.

You know i don't need a lie.

what i need was the truth, and the truth don't lie.

"Two souls with a single thought, Two hearts that beat as one."

you find one let me see laaaaa!

LOL.

2008-07-14T16:56:00.011+08:00

Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, pain of love lasts a lifetime.

MONDAY BLUES!

I'm uber F*up, and at the same time, vexed.

The truth was made known, and the lie was exposed.

为什么每次伤害我的人都是你？为什么每次弄得我开心的却是他？
I know i should never doubt you, but it was simply different from what i had heard from the start. Maybe it's time for me to get to the truth and knew how pernicious you are. At last, i know you weren't as perfect as i thot you were.

you'hv ruined my day, the whole of my day.

Even if i knew the fact would really made me burst into tears, but somehow the courage in me told me i should get the facts right, no matter how hurting it would be.

In the past, i can't find a reason to hate you, but now i can.

"The one you love the most, usually hurts you the most"

Now, i finally understand how the feeling is like, terrible alrights!

~~Rotten man.~~
D;
went lot1 for mcd today, intended to get my Oreo Cheesecake. but it can't fill my stomach, so in the end, i ate a meal. i saw that super nice guy again, but just a glance.

i'm seriously not in the mood of consuming any food now, cuz i'm depressed. Best time for diet.

I wanna buy the koizora disc lehhs, i'm going to get it this week. wait till i get you, i'm going to watch and cry over it everyday, *laughs.

Falling in love is awfully simple, but falling out of love is simply awful.

2008-07-12T22:53:00.004+08:00

My oreo CHEESECAKE!

有让你想起恋空得其中一个SCENE吗?

I LOVE THE SKY(:

went out with linda to swim today, and i was late. we were basically chatting anyway, and we only swam for like 5minutes? hahas. went to have our chicken rice at lot1 and WY came to find us, we sat at Mccafe, which there was this super nice guy lahs. the cake super nice lo(:

walked back home from lot1, and you know, it's super far lo, we intended to do that because we know we had eaten too much. we were laughing all the way on the way back, she was making up some stupid stories, yea, really stupid.

kays, it's late now,

GOODNIGHT DAIRY!

i wanna watch the blue sky again,

but if only it was with you, the picture will be much perfect.

2008-07-12T22:35:00.006+08:00

CULTURAL NIGHT!

[ yesterday lahhhhs ;D ]

A wonderful night out with my girls♥!

i'm not going to elaborate on it anymore, cuz there's just one word to describe my whole day,

HAPPY(:

I'm sorry for my those emo stuffs again, URGH!

i'hv cheered-up, YOUKNOW; youknow, EMO was nvr in me xD

LAUGHOUTLOUD!

had mcflurry with linda and sanly till about midnight, and we went home afterthat.

2008-07-11T00:03:00.001+08:00

对你来说,我什么都不是, 对吗? ...
但是为什么, 你做的每一件事, 都会让我很难过呢?
丗界上, 唯一可以用行动伤害我的人, 只有你.
曾经, 我觉得你会是我的永远,
但是现在我才发现, 原来永远是那么遥远.

2008-07-09T20:38:00.005+08:00

MY CUTEST BEBE♥

MY BENTO ♥

I'M SOOOOOOOOOO EMO TODAY :(

Because of him. i was feeling really downs, why doesn't you ever spare a thot for others? maybe it was just meant to be words that you splattered out which you don't even take it to heart. it's not just you whom has feelings, i'm also a human okays, who doesn't crys? who doesn't gets upset, maybe you wld just think i'm so weak that even afew words could beat me down.

but so what if i'm, those words doesn't comes from others, it comes from you, &thats why it hurts like hundres and thousands of knife slashing me.

Because it's you.

I love bebe lah,
she's the one whom always make me laugh with her most innocent actions.

went to collect our pay today, but i really don't feel like working anymore, it's really tough isn't it? &now, i seriously don't have the mood to update alot, cuz of some stuffs today.

soooooooooooooooooooooooo..

BYEBYE ;(

Tragedy, sadness, loneliness and despair,

taught me that life is really a beautiful thing;

;Thanks Tohtoh♥ for all your words, you're not a baddie at all,

you're my bestest girlfriend,

&iloveyou.

2008-07-08T22:48:00.004+08:00

I'M TIREDTIREDTIRED:(

i'hv went to a relative wake today ard the teckwhye site, and i have stayed there from noon to night. Infact i was just fooling around with my cute little bebe♥! i took tonnes of pics of her, i'm gonna upload them tomorrow,

&i bet, you'll say she's so damm cute(:

i'hv brought my dress, but i don't seems to like it alot leh. Maybe i'm going to look into my wardrobe again and search for other stuffs:D

you know, you know? those MEN stuffs. probably wearing a cap, with shades and a pair of jeans with a polo tee, maybe somehow i could sneak in in a different sex, ya!

you might think i'm duper crazy now, andya, i'm duperduper crazy, no doubts alright.

updates tomorrow, i have no pictures in this post, so no wordies post, it seems too bored, ya?

Love is as much of an object as an obsession,

everybody wants it, everybody seeks it,

but few ever achieve it,

those who do will cherish it,

be lost in it, and among all,

never... never forget it.

2008-07-07T19:49:00.007+08:00

The Last Goodbye.

The stories continue like it's never gonna end,

but it will be way too much for us to think about it.

Who knows what will happen tomorrow, or even the next day?

But someday, when we both reminisce we'll both say,

'There was just too much that we missed,'

And through the tears we'll smile as we recalled,

we had it all for just a moment.

But all i wanna hear is a Hello, not a Goodbye.

Today went out with Ferlicia♥ again, we had fun, no doubts. Met weesen earlier cuz ferlicia went for a hair-cut which took her like hours?! so i met up with weesen first, he's duper noisy as what yonghung* had said. [* liddat spell correct mahs? ] He hor, super duper not suitable to go to that place lurh, keep on talk and talk, tsk. wanted to go with yonghung instead but we don't have much subs to talk about, you know you know, i love to talk(:

probably, maybe, going again next week. NoNonO!?

I mean i'm diffinately going but i'm not sure with who la.

There's this meanie, who's super mean! HE don't allowed us to eat at the foodcourt, and he expects us to bring our food and sit down in the 'somanymosquito' place to eat. GAH!

&you'hv been hurting me with those OHSOGAH words lo, stupid alienfishchicken.

I really dun know what you want lo,

you intrude into my life, causing me to have laughters everyday,

but now? whats wrong with our friendship now?

everything has gone blend, i supposed?

how i wish everything will return back to what it was supposed to be.

FERLICIATANSHIMIN♥

When I see your smile, and I know it's not for me, that's when I'll miss you.

2008-07-07T10:54:00.002+08:00

Love distills desire upon the eyes,

love brings bewitching grace into the heart.

went out with Ferlicia♥, Weesen and Anwar yesterday(:

planned to study but we did something much more fun afterthat, hahhs. i heaven been laughing through my heart since then, but they really make me laughoutloud.

Infact, was supposed to go shopping today, but since ferlicia had already brought her shirt, going out for shopping might be quite meaningless, but who knows? i might change my mind later on.

we're going out later, but not for shopping, for something that makes us go wild.

short post for this morning, may post again when i'm back later on(:

I WANNA GO SHOPPING LEH!

2008-07-07T10:08:00.004+08:00

TAGS REPLIED
... - will update more often.. but will you at least leave your name behind?
Xiaoying- thks. ya, i extended it, but actaully put down very
short only(:
Liling- ohhh, hehhs. so ugly don't need to stay pretty, you then stay pretty la, takecares!
...- yes, i extended my hair, hahhs
Passerby- you're from dlss? who're you? i know you mahs?
Michelle- LoL.. MSG-ED!
Josephine- i paiseh mah, everyday tag your blog, later you say i irritating=.= hahhs.
Ken- it's ok la, ^^
Uncle Neo- hey, yoz!
Zhiting- you also enjoy your one day holiday. hahhs, sibei sianx siah~ ILOVEYOU!
Weesen- Thank you, Big alien!
Pb- ya, but if you read a few times, you'll find it meaningful, i supoosed?
Jiayin- why you suddenly want to work? nono, you eat my brownie, i only eat abit, you eat the whole thing, so you got diabetes.
Passerby- yea, i have it. you want mahs?

2008-07-04T21:57:00.014+08:00

The hardest thing to do

is to watch the one you love, loving someone else.

was on the phone with Ferlicia♥ just now &we're planning to go out on monday to get our dresses for cultural night. Well, i think its exaggerating to do such things, but i have no idea what to put on on that day.

I went for THE STRANGER; with Lanlan♥ today, duper scary alright.

well, it's scary but it doesn't have any endings.

Jiayin♥ came to find us after our movie &we shopped around.
I made brownies yesterday, it doesn't came out like what it should be.
Although it's not nice lah, but eat liao won't "laosai" one, &thanks to all whom actually praised that it was nice(:
cuz it was really not nice, you know i can do better than THAT, hahhs.
I'm gonna visit my grandmother real soon, as she has just finish-ed her operation,

May god bless her alrights.

i came by this quote somehow, which i think is rather meaningful.
Love is a temporary madness.
It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides.
And when it subsides you have to make a decision.
You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that
it is inconceivable that you should ever part.
Because this is what love is.
Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement,
it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion.
Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away,
and this is both an art and a fortunate accident.
Love is the beauty of the soul.

My night has become a sunny dawn because of you.

2008-07-02T17:36:00.004+08:00

Love is a profoundly tender, passionate affection

for another person.

was on the phone with ♥ just now, crapping about some stuffs :D

she kinda loves talking to me, cuz when i wanted to kup the phone she said,
" uh? you want to end the conversation like that? " >_<

i was almost late today uh, &i ran to school. something happened on the way to school, but i still reached school on time. recently, i have been sleeping until 7plus cuz stupid bro needs to wake up earlier than me to bath. &he'd take his own sweet time in the bathroom, don't know doing what .__.was laughed by many when i told them what happened on the way to school, ya, kinda stupidd =.=

Intended to go to jiahui's house for bakings after school, but i didn't go lah, cuz wasn't really in the mood to do such things. don't ask me to not be sad or whatever, cause everything's gonna be over soon, i hope. stop asking me not to be emo or what, i guessed you guys would preferred me being much quieter, aint you?

Grandma has went into hospital again, and i heard from mum that the illness is getting much serious. i relatively hope she could get well soon and con't nagging at me, and well asked me to stopped eating sweets like she used to, asked me to stop quarreling with my cousin, and asked me to study hard. lots of things that she had told me before she was so ill,

GET WELL SOON (:

haiis.

<3

2008-07-02T17:30:00.001+08:00

2008-07-01T22:25:00.006+08:00

Today's oral was

DUHHHHHHHH :/

i'm not going to talk about it anymore, kind of sadden:(

sobs.

&i had my favourite baked-rice today, hehhhs :D

&me and zhiting, or probably just me, were so damm kiasu lo, we ran down.

i'm super duper angry with some people today, yea duper!

i seriously hate you& your sight,

so please stop appearing infront of me.

stayed back after oral to "study" with zhiting& co, and well i didn't managed to do a single question because of that monkey-face. &ya, she dun wanna lend me her textbook and she vandalised my fullscape!

ewwwwwwwwwwww,

BADDIE :(

( point my middle finger at you. )

&i went for aerobic lessons, &i went super hungry when i was back home.

anyway, it was a nice and pleasant day afterall, after walking in the night with ma-u-ji♥.

Goodbyes will always hurt,

Pictures can never replace having been there,

Memories that are good or bad,

will bring tears or words that cannot be replace by any feeling.

I'm going to smile like nothing's wrong,

I'm going to talk like everything's perfect,

I'm going to act like it's just a dream,

&pretend he isn't hurting me.

2008-06-30T19:41:00.012+08:00

TAGS REPLIED♥
Yeeteng- thanks alot. hahas
Jw- were you laughing? i don't think it was funny at all.
FahmyFreak- yea, fine(: what about you? can cope with studies mahs?
Yazid- HEY YOZ! green is a nice colour!
Josephine- hehhs. takecare too(:
Jiayin- so long ago de tag, but hehhs. i still miss you okays.
Zhiting- TOHTOH♥. my hair LONG! &lastly i love you!
...- hey yeah! updated! you're? care to say?
Ken- Hello, ken!
Emily- my msn's e-mail not same as blog one, my blog one is
honeykisses-@hotmail.com (:
Liling- oh, HEY! how have you been? takecare too(:
Zhiting- Updated le lahhs ;D nth much to see anyways, I LOVEYOU.
Uncle Neo- hehhs. thanks alot for the tag, no nice no nice~
Passerby- yea~ you're?
Jermaine- HEY! long time no chat seh! i'm fine, you? chat on msn, seeya!

2008-06-30T17:48:00.010+08:00

When two hearts becomes one.

i woke up super late today, nearly about 8am? i thought it was still weekends and i off-ed my alarm. i woke up minutes later and realised i'm gonna be late for school. i didn't actually rushed alot, cuz i usually leave my house 10minutes before school starts. &i still reached school on time(:
there's this test tmr, that i don't even know it's all about, duh! &&my oral's tmr, let's say, who isn't nervous? i'm superb nervous and vexed about it. &nervous usually cause people to choked on their words and makes their palms sweaty. i'hv been teaching liqin those english words, and vice-versa learning those mistakes too. hopefully, things will go peacefully tomorrow, haiis. i'm going to do my a.maths hw, cuz i have made my promise. BUT well, if i really don't know how to do, thats really too bad yea.

that rotten egg said "thank-you" to me, &that was super duper rare oks! &he was complaining about my everything. But he's nothing better, F-ker. &i almost can't leave the class because of him, stupid retard! __

我会带着你的笑容离开，因为这样的你最单纯.
世界那么大，可以认识你，知道你的存在，
我已近很满足了.
"一颗心属于一个人, 在爱情里什么算公? "

2008-06-29T20:42:00.008+08:00

Last week trip to Genting.

My Sushi-licious day.
WEDNESDAY.

My favourite.

Oral is coming!

wish me luck.

i prepared myself and went to work today, and headed to Bp to look for Mspoh, she's super kind to give me tution alrights. today was my last day of work, truely last day.

i'm gonna miss them loads, esp yiling♥. i'm going back to look for them when i'm free cuz i still own-ed her a treat ;D

something horrid happened yesterday.

ewwwwwwwwwwwww~

you owned me a thank-you, i supposed?

LaughOutLoud.

Never say i love you, if you don't really care.

Never talk abt feelings if they aren't really there.

Never hold my hand, if you gonna break my heart.

Never say you're going to, if you nvr planned to start.

Never look into my eyes, if all you do is lie.

Never say hi, if you mean goodbye.

If you really mean forever, then say you'll try.

Never say forever, cuz forever makes me cry.

I LOVE MSTOHTOH♥

2008-06-28T23:28:00.001+08:00

CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN

again xD

shall blogged tmr, hehhs (:

2008-06-19T16:45:00.004+08:00

I dunno whats with me these few days,
i get really F up easily.
THIS IS SO NOT RIGHT!
urghhhhhhhhhh..
i'm sorry for my attitude yea, but my mood is changing already lahhhs.
moody moody, go away!

school's gonna reopen in a few days time, yawns!

time to mug hard for the coming examinations, yeahhhhh xD

i'm wishing to see all my girlfriends♥, esp tohtoh♥!

&the new trainee teacher, LaughOutLoud.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS.

There comes a time in life,
when you have to let go of all the pointless dramas,
&the people whom created it,
&surround yourself with people who makes you laugh so hard,
that you can forget and bad and focus solely on the good.
afterall, life is too short to be anything but happy.
The best and most beautiful things in this world,
cannot be seen or heard,
but it can be felt with the heart.

2008-06-19T16:30:00.000+08:00

TAGS REPLIED
yeeteng- Noted! hahs..
Jiayin- I miss you too!
Josephine- Nope, but soon. i'm still working until next weekends. hahas.
Zhiting- Hello, tohtoh♥! i miss you alot, ALOT ! see ya when school reopens. *huggies
Ken- thanks for the tag, &i'hv updated !
Uncle Neo- i'm superb fine lah, you? school gonna reopen sooon, seeeee ya :X
Passerbyee- Updated! Opps! you'hv noticed it! btw, you're?
Jw- Hello, BABY ♥. LOLS

2008-06-19T16:02:00.005+08:00

OHHHHHH?!?!?? WEEEEEEEEEES ;D
working with lanlan was fun, but the job was duhhhhhhh :(

went for a movie with ♥ ytd, the happening.
the show was ok and abit of touching sights, hahahahhahas.
WEEEEEEEES;D
I'm having tution later, and i'm going off tomorrow.
i'm waiting for my pay, hahahahahahas xD

i dunno whats with me nowdays,
i have been thinking alot through the nights,
i know it's time to give up, it's time...

yesterday is a history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift.

2008-06-10T22:39:00.019+08:00

Every goodbye makes the next hello closer.

i woke up rather late this morning and i had to rush to the bathroom and down to meet Lanlan.

today was boredddd :D

Lanlan& me were mainly slacking and chit-chatting.

we saw the advertisement about condoms on the mrt and we were discussing about it.

i seriously find it quite disgusting when they use bananas as the object, Grrrrrrrr :X

we're going for a movie on friday& of course a shopping spree laaaaaa xD

ewwwwwwwwww~

gonna get to my bed soooon, cuz i'm meeting lanlan early in the morning for breakfast tomorrow.

Egg messaged me just a moment ago. i seriously hate it when he ignored me.

i'm greatful for what he has done, but on the other hand, he's like drifting away from me day by day.

Duhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh D:

i miss your smile, your goodbyes.

i'm awaiting to see you sooooooooooooooon :X

asap!

TAGS REPLIED
Yeeteng- you're? my msn is babypillow-@live.com.
Zhiting- tohtoh♥, i miss you TOOOOOOO!
Michelle- it's not funny at all, but thats the conclusion(: hahas
Josephine- i worked around chinatown area yea :D
Jerjer- HUAIREN xDD i'm missing you loads too.. msged me if you're freeee :D
Xiiaoying- errrr.. you're? well, thanks for reading my blog, ill update if i'm feeeeee :D
Jiayin- this is a tag reply, hahahahas. let's go have omelette somedays(:
Someone- you're? uhhhh? funny? LaughOutLoud.
ahh****- peace without you ^^ &please hor, i'm not a puakang, CHICKEN! =.=

2008-06-09T17:06:00.009+08:00

MONDAY BLUES!
i wanna go marina square lehh! i have loads of stuffs to buy, and i just feel like going there ya :X
i'm superb bored now, bro is using my com while i'm using his laptop,
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS!
i wanna meet monkey out and study soooooooon (:
i miss him :D
alotalotalotalotalot!

我想知道她让你痴心是什么?
我想知道她让你疯狂为什么?
我知道做的和她没有不同,
但是我却不在你的心中逗留.
我想知道她哪里比我好很多,
在你心中她和我有什么不同?
我知道我比她付出的还多,
可是我, 总换不了你的心动 .

2008-06-09T14:06:00.014+08:00

If you think i'm super ugly or well, super bitchy,
i'd seriously encourage you to stop reading this post cuz they're mainly pictures,
&also, i'd advise you to click the red button on the top right hand corner, and leave this page immediately.
i'm just afraid this post might irritate your eyes yea (:
♥ 6th June 2oo8

wild wild wet with girls♥
we had tonnes of fun, and the best games of all is ulahlah, and yep, we played it for alot of times.
my biggest challenge was the slide up, cause it's superb duper scary uh.
but in the end, i overcome myself and i played it, OHHHHHH~ IT WAS SUPER EXCITING!
thankfully, we're not tanned cause i'm already very tanned yea xD
&the funniest things of all, happened all on the train.
we were laughing mad, but it's not as funny though.
i came back with bruises on my legs and hands, i'm not sure about the blue-black on my hands but i fell down while playing, and my legs were injuredd D:
it's still bleeding now, with all those yellowish-liquid, yucks!
HAHAHAAHHAHHAAHAHHAHAHA :D
I'm simply in love with my girls♥

♥ 7th June 2oo8

went to work as usual, but i'm gonna end my work this month, probably?
cause i might miss those people whom works there yea :X
went off earlier cuz ♥ came to look for me, and we decided to go shopping since i had gotten my pay on that day.
we went bugis-ing and i brought lots of clothes, weeeeeeeeees :D
- a vest which i think it's quite nice, but it doesn't suits me D:
- a dress which doesn't suits me as well,
- a black tube which looks perfectly simple and nice,
- black boyfriend shirt, which i loves the most lahhhhhhs,
- &of course a pair of black flats.
OHHHHHHHHHHHHH~ and we went to find Jess.
went to town at about 8++ together with Jess and we sat at coffee bean and chit-chat.
and something very disgraceful happened, yea, nvrmmmm it's overrrrr ;D
went shopping until 11++ and i cabbed home with ♥.
for readers information, starfish is patrick.
PATRICK THE STARFISH! ( in spongebob squarepants (: )
BOOYAH !
CHEERUP GIRL, i'll always be your listening ears.

♥OVER-DUED PHOTOS

Even i had nothing but you, i'd still have everything,

&even with your bid-goodbyes,
i know, we're definitely gonna see each other soon (:

2008-06-08T23:06:00.012+08:00

i love your bid- goodbyes,
i miss them as much tooooooooo (:
you're the one whom can make me giggles,
and it's hard for me to forget the smile thats always hanging around you!
though miles may lie between us,
but we're never far apart.
the sight of you never failed to make me smiles,
and you're the only one whom always bring me joy.
even if we're miles and miles away from each other,
you're still holding all of my heart.
♥♥♥

&HEY,
i have read a quote about bitch, and thats what it says:
when i call you a bitch, it doesn't mean it's an insult to you.
see, a bitch is a female dog, and dog barks.
barks comes from trees, trees are a part of nature .
& nature is beautiful.
so when i call you a bitch, i'm actually calling you beautiful !

ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!?!?!?!
p.s don't call others a bitch cuz you're just being jealous.
&before you start pointing your fingers at others,
make sure your own hands are clean.

I'm tiredddddd :D
shall blogged about my past few days tomorrow(:

2008-06-05T22:34:00.005+08:00

There's still a long way to go.
woke up this morning and starfish♥ accompanied to my workplace to buy some stuffs ;D
and starfish♥ loves to eat alot, well, my workplace is indeed a food heaven lahhs, so we went there to eat tonnes of stuffs, i was superb full, while starfish was still hungry.
it makes me goes bankrupt even without buying any other things, humpts.
but hanging out with starfish♥ really makes me go happy, and i never failed to laugh whenever i hang out with starfish♥.
nowadays, often chat with starfish♥ till late late in the night, you can never imagine what we talk about. the matter might be small, but we tend to exaggerate it, and it seems like the earth is soon gonna fall on us.
xD
i'hv just finished my tution and i found out that i'm having the same tutor as Js, omfg.
i was laughing all the way, cause it's like " what a small world".
:DDDD
well, finally, i'm gonna hang out with my girls♥, and i bet it's gonna be extremely fun& crazy.
cuz you'd never know how high they would go, especially with me lahhhhh ;D
i'm so looking forward, and tata~
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE;D
i have tonnes of funny photos in my handphone but somehow i'm using my computer now, i can't upload them, if not i can show you linda's♥ funny actions :DDDD

the only photo that i managed to uploaded.
ewwwwwwww, ugly D:
ya, thats what i'm born to be (:

2008-06-05T20:00:00.002+08:00

世界忽然变形忽然很安静
无助的我一秒间失去重心
听你不停为我担心
看你不停离我而去
你要我照顾自己

是我做了什么让天使生气
还是忘了做什么让幸福远离
也许该要真的相信
有种爱叫远远关心
痛却又哽住呼吸

我用狂奔用无力用恶梦去想你
我讨厌命运骄傲的神情
嘲笑我没半点权利决定

我用痛哭用回忆用深爱去想你
去体会什么是迫不得已
越懂才越有勇气
诚实地想你

是我做了什么让天使生气
还是忘了做什么让幸福远离
也许应该要真的相信
是有种爱叫远远关心
痛却又哽住呼吸

我用狂奔用无力用恶梦去想你
我讨厌命运骄傲的神情
嘲笑我没半点权利决定

我用痛哭用回忆用深爱去想你
去体会什么是迫不得已
越懂才越有勇气
诚实地想你

是不是担心我怕黑不敢前进
那颗本来没坠落的流星
才拼命烧亮了自己

我用狂奔用无力用恶梦去想你
我讨厌命运骄傲的神情
嘲笑我没半点权利决定

我用痛哭用回忆用深爱去想你
去体会什么是迫不得已
越懂才越有勇气
诚实地想你

2008-05-31T22:44:00.006+08:00

i'hv been waiting for a miracle to happened,

thanks god, for sending you to my side, accompany-ing me through ups and downs.

went to work today in a tiring mood, and i'hv just reached home. i'hv decided to stop working, cuz i'm not that in need of money and i think it's time to study. truly studying, without any burdens like,

"what if i can't meet the targets for today".

no more this kind of silly questions after tomorrow.

probably spending times with girlfriends♥ would be a better job.

i better cherish those days with them now, incase they vanished into the air in a few months time.

i wasn't in the mood to work today cuz dumbdumb snatched my remode control from me early in the morning, and we quarrel-ed. ya, he's still so childish ;D, but he would only shoot me back one sentence " kiam tio pai si bo? ". LaughOutLoud !

those people whom are working there were so kind, they brought me drinks and stuffs to eat cuz i wasn't in the mood of going out with them to eat yeah.

wz waited for me to finish my work, but my aunt suddenly came and she suggested to drive me home. so, in the end i had to go back home with my aunt, and i can't acc wz (:

Thanks Ken& Egg but seriously you don't have to bother about them,
the tags will be deleted. i don't really give a damm, so ya.. just don't care about them(:

BRO HAS FINALLY WENT OUT!

Superb Elated :D

All this while, whatever you did to me, you yourself should know better than anyone else.

i once thought where on earth do i deserve such a nice and sweet friend.

But, also through you, i learnt that not all friends could be trusted.

they might just turned behind and give you a bite.

Thanks god to let me realised i had such a "wonderful" friend beside me.

2008-05-30T17:49:00.003+08:00

我的最爱，

Ikuta toma~

i have finished watching hana kimi, weeeeeees ;D
superb nice lahhhh, &i'm gonna finish honey& clover by tomorrow, hopefully.
went out with ♥ today, and we were walking around. i love being around with her, cause i don't feel that i'm carrying any burdens.

thanks for all those joys you brought to me, perhaps it was nothing to you,

but you're the only one whom i could confide my troubles to.

i really believed chocolate can makes someone's mood goes really high. when i'm unhappy or whatever, my biggest companion would be chocolates.

i hope you know, you're a friend that i don't want to lose.

because just somehow, you understand me the most.

Although we had only knew other for like a few weeks,

but you simply know all my thinkings even if i hadn't spoken a word.

i cherish a friend like you, and i'd never want to lose such a bosom friend.

Friends come and go,

but nevertheless, i hope you would come but never go .

i'm awaiting for 2012 to come.

2008-05-30T09:02:00.003+08:00

HELLO, BLOGGIE ;D
i chatted on the phone till late in the night. it seems like it's really fun talking to her, at least i can pour all my troubles over and she could tell me what to do.
sometimes, i wonder, do i worth such a friend?
as times go by, i'hv seen the faces of everyone,
everyone whom acted as if they were superb kind, but they would just give you a stab behind.
ALRIGHTS,
today was a good start for me, cause i received a cute good morning msg from someone,
and ta~ i'm not gonna emo myself anymore, cuz it wasn't in me most of the time.
i'm quite a positive-thinker, so i won't let them disturb my life,
and i'm not gonna spend another second of my life thinking about what you had done.
i played with you yesterday night cause i was simply too bored, and i wanted to know how much you can fabricate tales. and exactly, you really make me laugh with all your words, thanks anyway. cause my mood wasn't that alright when i didn't get to eat my cheesecake.
so ya, thank you for all the harsh words that you used,
i don't think i would blame you for that because i really think you led a pathetic life.
i don't blame you for those childish acts, and i shan't entertain you anymore.
Before you give someone a comment, looked into the mirror and reflect yourself,
cause you ain't doing the right things too(:

i'm going out, shall blog when i come back later.
&I'M SUPER INLOVE WITH IKUTA TOMA(:
dai`suki.
♥♥♥

2008-05-24T23:16:00.009+08:00

BOOOHOOO~!

i just came back from work, and today's sales were super bad D:

cousin-s came down to looked for me was awaiting for me to finish my work, in the end i went home in dad's car. dad brought us to eat and brought me durian puffs :D

2 durian puffs for $7, and i finished one up just not long ago, i know it's super fattening but it's simply too niceeeeeee xD

i'm so hyper-active today cause i got a free ride home.

i miss jiayin so muchhhhhhhhh :D

she was so kind to came to find me yesterday and we ate together.don't be vexed about all those troubles, &hey, hear me cry out loud tomorrow yeah. i know you'll be there for me, LaughOutLoud.

Loser doesn't wants to play tic-tac-toe with me, he's bad or perhaps he's scare to lose to a noob, hahahahas xD

Virgos are attracted to capricorns and pisces, you're neither.

but why am i so attracted to you?

i love being a virgo, but it just doesn't seems right.

byebye, &goodnight.

finally an early sleep for me today(:

leavin'

2008-05-23T10:38:00.010+08:00

将愿望折纸飞机寄出信,因为我们等不到那流星.

2008-05-22T21:02:00.022+08:00

SHUN OGURI ♥

he's so super duper cuteeeeee :D

i'm not going to school tomorrow, so sorry tohtoh♥

but i'm having remedials for the next couple of weeks, so i'm still able to see you.

i'm so high today, totally crazy. hiding all those emotions down deep in my heart, i didn't said it out. but being with wanying and linda can really makes me forget everything.

went to lot1 and spend almost all of my money away, and i'm probably going to study with jiayin♥ tomorrow, cause i had done badly.

Mr choo hasn't called my"dad", woooohoooo~ i have got panel meeting because i did worser than last yr, but infact it's not that bad at all, at least i'm not leading the bottom.

MUG HARD(:

don't ask me why i'm studying even after exams, cause i'm quite dumb so i need to study doubling-hard.

went swimming with girls♥ just now, and we were basically chatting everything thats on earth rather than swimming. we had our dinner and i brought back dinner for BRO.

i'm meeting liqin for work tomorrow cause she has to go to harbourfront while me, outram park. &she's making up, OMG~ i'm so looking forward to the big change in her, hopefully she doesn't dissapoint me.

i want to save big bucks to buy a stitch for MYSELF♥

YEAHYEAH, THE ONE AT ACTION CITY..

HAWAII STITCH~

chachacha xDDD

i wanna play hide-and-seek with you,

&when you hide, no matter where you are, i'm gonna find you.

你到天涯海角，我都一定要找到你.

TAGS REPLIED
Ziqun- RELINK-ED!
AH****- you this chicken, dun need to apologise for hating pork. cause you're a meat yourself(: ni shi HEN BEN! &you're LINKED!
Caroline- show you my what? LOL. you pretty lahhhhhs ;D
Zhiting- i'm so sorry, tomorrow is a self-declared holiday for me :( MISS YOU!
Esther- RELINKED!
Shantini- I MISS YOU LOADS LAH, MS TINY!
Passerby- photoshop, lousy de.

2008-05-21T18:01:00.011+08:00

你的笑容有时候也可当作你在为我加油.

it has been days since i have seen my dearest tohtoh♥, i misses her alot(:
our recesses hasn't been the same, and i have accidentally skipped my e.maths lessons while playing with sanly♥, ferlicia♥ &of course that idiotic monkey.
today was a hot and OHHHHHHH tiring day. BUT i only slept during a.maths today and i was fully awake afterthat cause liqin was entertaining me.
i'm so looking forward to next week, cause all my activities are fully packed, maybe? LOL
i'm heading to lot tomorrow to get my eyeliner and contact lens, wooooohooooo;D
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE;D
when we were on our way back home just now, we were discussing about 4yrs later when the earth may died. &it's something i'hv been wondering about this few days. if we're really going to die tomorrow, what will you do before tomorrow ends?
the earthquake is another saddening thing, ohhhhhhhhhhhh D:
so many people had lost their closest family, superb sad one lo!

there are many touching stories too that touches our heart.
maybe this is telling us to cherish things before something is gone.
ANYWAYS,
may god bless them(:

I promise you, I'm always there

When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair

I'll carry you , When you need a friend

You'll find my footprints in the sand.

When i thought i lost my way, you gave me strength to carry on.

TAGS REPLIED.
Lennard- hahas, thank you for the TAG.
Ahh****- i DUN LIKE bendann :D ni shi zhuuuuuuu!
Zhiting- wooooo~ hello zhiting, i miss you loads !
Xiiaokuii- kayys, will tag! thanks for the tag anyway, hahhhs.
Emily- thanks for the relinked, you then pretty, so stay pretty ya!
Kenken- thanks for the tag, but you're?
Caroline- you cutest liao, your blog de photo so cute lahhhhhs;D ESCAP-ING~

2008-05-15T20:36:00.004+08:00

TIREDDDDDDDDD :D

>.<

i have changed my blog url, as you can see, so please relink.

i brought tonnes of textbooks to school today, but i didn't listen to any of the lessons, cause i'm so darn tired zxzxzxz ! i was so sleepy that i skipped my recess to continue sleeping.

&there's this idiot whom woke me up from my beautiful dream, ohya, the one whom always say, " ni shi ben, hai shi ben ?". and ya, at least only for today he wasn't that noisy cause someone else was entertaining him. i couldn't sleep after that and my stomach starts to grow hungry.

i had no choice but to bear hungers for hours before school ends.

&we had assembly today, there was this guy whom played a guitar♥ who was so funny.

he kept shaking his head, like he has just taken those pills(: we were laughing like mad then, cause the way his hair was flunking up, really makes me laughs.

went for lunch and ferlicia was forced by me to eat, cause i find myself quite AUTISTIC, if i were to eat alone, and i dread it. went back home with Zhuu♥& Huien♥, then saw my long-lost classmate, weijing. we did abit of chats and well, bid-goodbyes.

i have to pay for my aerobics fees tomorrow, cause i won't be free after tomorrow.

ewwwwwwwwwwwww,

我好想你哦，你知道吗？

2008-05-14T18:10:00.003+08:00

I'm uberrrrrr bored now,

i wondered which kind-soul would entertain me, *Laughoutloud.

rainy days makes me sleep most of the times in class, ewwwwwwww.. i'm still as tired now. today i saw a lizard, omfg. a lizard okays, i'm so darn suay lahhhhhhh D:

why lizard seems to like me alot? almost 1week can see once, WTF ! i really dread lizards to hell lot, &&one thing, it has lost its stupid tail. i bet someone must have chased it before i saw it, ohgosh-ed! obi-quack, your tail is gone, yeahhs !

I WANT A PSP,

but i didn't pass-ed my a.maths, so i can't get it unless my academy gets onto the track,

&well, still a long way to go. i just can't helped sleeping in class, due to too much bored-ness.

we were planning about going overseas, &where we are going to stay already.

&weesheng kept telling us where he had gone, making me feel ultra jealous and envy.

he has been to almost all the country on earth before, not those LDCs lurhs, is DCs , he has went to most of them, i'm superb envy lahhhhh ;D

chatted for a long time with jiayin while we're eating,

but seriously, being friends, we should trust each other,

but well, don't betray your friend's trust or take it for granted.

sometimes i really wondered, are you wearing a mask infront of me?

trying to be real kind and take my trust,

and on the other hand, turned back& do something behind my back.

Friends comes and goes easily,

however, you'd only get to meet a good friend out of a million of people.

probably you're just the million of peoples,

but i don't have the fate to have such a "good friend" like you.

i'm sorry, probably we just don't click.

2008-05-13T22:20:00.004+08:00

P.S i love you

we took back our papers today, as expected i still didn't passed my a.maths, on the other hand, i failed badly. *Crys

this is my worst results ever, and my first time i put in so much effort for an exam. perhaps not enough? Nvrm, everything is over, work harder the next time, since we can't change the fact that we had done badly, why not improve ourselves then?

Times has changed, or am i just being out of time?

Everyone around me are like wearing a mask.

backstabbing people? are everyone out there often doing that?

through her, i'd seen all sides of human faces,

probably this is just one thing i haven't experience before nor had i meet.

why are everyone thinking so highly of themselves? ,

pointing fingers at others when they're at fault?

don't they feel guilty or am i just to naive to believe they would?

are everyone around me, including me a hypocrite?

i often put myself in their shoe to think,

but i can't imagined why they could do such things.

probably this are just some things i can't get to know eventually,

but for now, i believe everyone has two-face;

an angelic and a devilish face.

A broken heart is like a broken mirror,

It's better to leave it broken than hurt yourself while trying to fixed it.

2008-05-09T23:20:00.004+08:00

Over-dued photos(:

yesterday's photos

UPDATED!
after so many exams that's finally over.
but more has yet to come, so still can't relax alot(:
had our last paper yesterday, it's very difficult lahhhhs. went to have our sakae buffet after that.
we went shopping around orchard until our legs went sour :(
it has been like months since i went to orchard jiayin♥, wanying♥ and linda♥.
JIAYIN, ta hao shuai orhhhhhhhs :)
i'm superb busy nowadays, and broke of course.
xD
went to buy my story book today,
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~
i'm superb duper happy lehhs! cause i have been waiting to read it for 2 weeks and mummy brought it for me. i'm sooooooooooooo awaiting for the show to be in the cinema on december.
long enough right? but i'm just awaiting and i have already make a date with manys to watch it.
not gonna mentioned too much, cause i'm going to watch my "hantu" show already.
yipeee :D i simply loves scary movies!
i'm going out with sanly tomorrow, with not much money, i'm waiting for my pay to come on monday then i can buy my bag and that dress.
i'm going out with sanly♥ tomorrow and i have to rush my f&n the next day. schedule all packed, marking day also have to go to school, what a boring life!
i want to get my weirdo handphone charms tomorrow! hopefully i can find it(:
HAHAHAHAHA :D

love is looking at him even though i know i can't be with him,
looking at the smile hanging around his face, makes me feel more contented than ever.

2008-04-30T17:27:00.004+08:00

Exams today, i was so moody cause i didn't get to see something that could gave me energy.

english paper was arghhhhhhh :(

i'm not blogging too long today, cause i had to finish reading my 'twilight', it's a superb nice book alright. highly recommended by samantha soh(:

alrights exams are nearing, do mug hard!

hope you'd do pretty well, or get all distinctions for your subjects. hahhs

you'd know i'd never dare say it in person to you,

and i could only write those rubbish in this blog where nobody's reading.

but at least i spoken my heart out, and i can imagine me talking to you through my little thoughts.

i'm probably, maybe, might be, going to, hang out with sanly♥ to study tomorrow. she's crapping with with her superb pro china chinese. woww! &i replied her in my superb lousy china chinese, LaughOutLoud.

TEEHEES:D

i remembered once liqin told me, my chinese was superb lousy and she asked me to replied her in english instead, *throw face.

i looked into your eyes, i don't know if i should believe what he said about you.

maybe i was wrong to misplace my trust on you,

for everything, can i still trust you?

i tend to believe, not only in relationship also in friendship, trust is needed.

you have betrayed my trust, haven't you?

or was it that he malign you?

i had never ask you, i believe all that you had said,

but till now, i realised, they were all packs of lie.

i put myself in your shoe, i'm still questioned by all your actions.

were everything the same as he said?

or was he just trying to break our friendship?

i trust him, cause he hadn't took my trust for granted before.

but you? i'm really fucked up with all your acts.

"when life offers you a dream beyond your expectations,

it's not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end."

i read it from a book, kinda interesting yeah~

2008-04-26T23:52:00.004+08:00

i'm fucking tired zxzxzxzxz.

didn't catch the hantu show cause i was very tired. i think i kinda looked shag more now due to lack of sleep. met jiayin♥ today and today's commision was super good, cause we were at the convention hall.

actually i didn't wanted to post today, my main purpose of this post is that just now when i came home, i saw something that make me laughed damm loud

xDDD

it was quite late already, there're rarely anybody on the streets. then suddenly got 1 guy, he was skating. i kept looking at him, cause i find it rather cool, but i dun know how to skate lahhhs ;D

then during the turned, *piang*! he fellled down. &i laughed until very loud, omfg! can you imagined? i'm just alone with three fuking idiots, and they're me, myself& I.

*LaughedOutLoud

saw some familiar faces today and one claimed she knows me. weeeeeeees;D

my voice has gone again, perhaps i have been having too much chocolates nowadays.

i need some honey-ed water pleaseeeeee ;D

jiayin♥ ,CHEERUP alrights!

i'll always be there for you.

just like how i'm for him.

my phone is 24hrs on for you, don't think too much alrights.

sometimes, things are gone for the better.

you may have lose this, but you'll gain something much better.

"iloveyou, believe me, i do. "

2008-04-25T16:59:00.007+08:00

You're the only one whom can make my heart skip a beat.

i'm sooooooooo sick today, my throat ain't feeling good.

i went to school earlier today, cause the abuneh say he's gonna close the gate at 7.30. &i had to wake up 5minutes earlier, Booooooo!

Finally, linda has lend me the story book, Twilight. i have read a few pages and find it rather nice, weeeeeeees;D i want to read finish asap, so i can concentrate on my studies.

Exams are coming next week, whooooooops(:
superb scare cause i had only studied a tiny bit of my textbooks. probably gonna finish up memorising those fucking formulas, hopefully my brain can work them out.

I had oral today, the teacher was so scary alrights, she was asking about fashions and all those duhhhhhhhhhs questions. but the passage was very alright, but my voice was....

Laughoutloud(:

This hongkong star, Fiona, has got her new album. she's so cuteeeeeee lurhs :D

&her song are quite nice, i superb love her actings in the police show, but she died.

LOLS.

i'm going working with jiayin♥ tomorrow, and it's our last week.

Darling said i looked shag in my photos. maybe because i'm lack of sleep, but well, thanks for all the concerns given.

zhiting♥ is totally crazy in those ghost videos, she gave me one url, and i watched it, it was pretty scary urhs. she's insaneeeeee ;D

iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou

i♥you

no matter how many iloveyou there are,

they just can't represent how much i really love you.

2008-04-25T16:49:00.005+08:00

越愛越難過, 吳克群♥

说说你为什麼

为什麼要走说你为何要分手

别拖求你别软弱

求你说出口分手的理由

但你却拖拖拖拖到什麼时候

如果要走却又为何停留

请你别拖拖拖大声的说出口

请你要痛就痛给我个快活

如果说你要走我不会留

我不去管以后

然后我们说清楚一句话就够

如果说你要走我不会留

我不去管以后

多麼痛多麼的难过

别越爱越难过

然后连话都不说继续沉默

连朋友都没的作为了什麼

然后跟别人说你其实还是爱我

就算了吧坏人我来作

2008-04-24T22:03:00.009+08:00

you're the one that i felt was right,

but sometimes, i wondered were my intuitions always right.

I'm so unlucky today. i don't even have the mood to study.

Firstly, i went to school late, or probably on the dot. the uncle just shut the gate off, *huff puff*. I went back to class and i realized i failed my test badly, &&it's worst than that chicken lurhs:(

Thirdly, we were all late for assembly, and our names were written down for don't know what fucking reasons. last but not least, i had detention.

whooooooops!

ohhhhhhhhh, my back have been aching for the whole day due to too much sit ups yesterday. i can't even bend down to reach for the ground, ohgoshhhhhh:(

i did abit of study today, and liqin said i'm growing dumb-er than before, which means i was cleverer then.

SAMANTHA, NI HAO BENNNN ORH:(

*sign

there's oral for me tomorrow,

wish me luck!

cause i'm wishing everyone luck alrights.

GOODNIGHT& SWEETDREAMS`

♥♥♥

Dinos are love-d

2008-04-23T21:22:00.001+08:00

Absence makes the heart grow fonder,

but presence makes the heart grow stronger.

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr :(

One fucking lizard scare me today, ewwwwww. i really hates lizards, its my greatest enemy alright! it's eyes stared at me, omfg! it's so darn disgusting, lizards are BOOOOOOO!

i woke up superb early today but i fell asleep again, hahhs. &dad keep urging me to wake up for no reasons. &Wanying brought for me my all-time favourite mcd's hushbrown.

i told a chicken i'm going to blog about him today cause he made me cried.

it was the first time i saw a chicken laughing until so exaggerated. i merely failed my standing FROG jump. i know you're great in jumping cause you wanna be a Jumper and you can rob the bank right? thats why you're always practising how to jump at home.

laugh& laugh, laugh until all your teeth drops(:

&you'll be bogey and you'll become a laughing stock, *LaughOutLoud.

went to study after school, i barely done 1 question, but i'm gonna revise all my work after blogging.

You're always here in my heart,

Down deep i hide every small little thoughts about you.

Maybe to you i doesn't matters a tiny bit,

but to me you're just everything.

&i know things that doesn't belongs to me,

Eventually still won't belongs to me.

I have thought of letting go, instead of suffering alone.

But no matter how hard i had tried,

your image still flows through my mind every seconds.

i just think of you.

♥♥♥

2008-04-22T19:56:00.006+08:00

你心里每一寸都属于另一个人;

i was back late from school today due to a stupid workshop. it's kinda boring xzxzzxzxz!
can you imagine that i can even fall asleep on the chair, laughs*
i was superb hungry today, everyone too. probably because of raining days? cause granny used to say during raining days people tend to get hungry easier, hahhs(: &jiayin♥ went to eat without me, she's so bad urhs. LOL
i ate alot today lahhhs, i'm so super fat already okays!
Exams are around the corner, i better mug really hard this time. i don't want my mummy to say my job has affected all my results. there's PE tomorrow, ewwwwwwwww~ i hate it lurhs.
finally f&n file has been handed up, and as well, i don't have to pend too much time using coms anymore, sooooooooooo less blogging until exam's over.
I want a backpack! my bag has got a hole, hahahas. so funny lurhs, i didn't even notice the hole until today. wait till i save my money, i'm gonna get that bag.
i think white hair is superb cool alright! especially when it's applied on guys like hero♥.

Have a kit-kat,
take a break.
(lennard goh, i'm not going to buy for you any kit-kats,
so don't ever yearn for one.)

2008-04-21T19:08:00.008+08:00

我很想你你知道吗?

如果可以就让我再见你.

i hasn't been going gaga nowdays, but all i could said was at least i don't fake laughters now. i'm so tired ~!#$%^#*. cousin asked me out for k on saturday night, and we sang until 4am. can you imagine i still have to work the next day, laughs*

i went studying with linda anad jiayin just now, cause zhiting♥ has got workshop, while mine is tomorrow. i guess-ed we can rarely get together nowadays. i'm just like the odd-balls among you guys urhs. gradually i realised, somehow the person whom understand me the most, is the one that i'm not closest with, whereas the one whom i always neglected. she always stand by me, encouraging me to stand on my feet again.

something really funny happened to jiayin yesterday, hahahas. what a memorable day, uh huh.

Duhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs ;D

sanly finally lend me her teens, superb elated. i almost went out of the school gate already then i ran back to find her. Omfg. xiaojie is soooooo kawaii lahhhhs ;D

if i had a chance, i would want to be with Hero♥, Haruma Miura. this kind of guys has extinct like DINOS, or probably 1 out of a zillion monsters.

When i looked into your eyes, i'm just loss at all my words

&no matter how hard i tried to conceal those feelings,

It's my heart that doesn't knows how to lie.

I know you had had the one you desired,

All i could do was just to wish you happy.

只要你开心, 我已经满足了.

I'm satisfied to see your smile always hanging around.

Everything that i have done seems meaningless,

&yes, it's meaningless cause you don't even know it.

In the deep late night,

tears just seems to drown my bed.

♥♥♥

2008-04-18T22:45:00.002+08:00

I think of you.

when i know i can't go on, i just think of you.

Changed song! It's so superb niceeeee(:

today's tests were quite tough. especially a.maths, when i took the first glance on the paper, i already know i will fail it.

i was so happy this morning, i didn't went really high. but probably it went really low down in mood today for you, hahhs ;D

i went to visit granny today, she's looking really weak. i really hope she gets well soon.

&i'm back home only around 10pm cause i had to work early in the morning tmr.

I Miss Zhiting♥ ;

i'm so fucking tired today ~#$#%$^&^%* !

i saw a Baby wearing a bee costume today, he looks so cute urhhs.

he even smiled at me, what a sweetttttttt darling.

GOODnight, sweethearts.

♥♥♥

2008-04-17T20:29:00.008+08:00

ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww:(

as usual, boring day for me.

in fact i should not use computer today cause i had to study for my tests tomorrow.

but i still intended to post my day up on my blog, cause i wasn't happy today.

i sat beside jiahui for most of the lessons, &i found out i could concentrate. &wellwell, i did my assignment& i handed it up on time.

i was so elated right after recess when zhiting♥ told me something. &i went superb high in class after that, and expectedly, i start thinking of my Baby again.

LaughOutLoud!

i just couldn't helped it& i seriously don't know why i kept sleeping during e.maths lessons. its just like my sleeping pills, i can fall asleep immediately and woke up only after her lesson.

&thats the big problem, my e.mahs hasn't been doing well, and i don't even know a single thing she was talking about, hehhs.

you'd never spared a thought for me, never had you.

all you're concerned is yourself.

i had showered enough cares, but you'd never think it's there.

sometimes its not weather we care, its weather you know we had cared.

no matter whom i talked to, neither of you guys would be happy right?

shall i just shut my mouth up and stop talking?

&just acting emo and give you guys attitude?

but have you ever think how i had been feeling?

i just can't be compared to all your other friends.

whatever i do, you just simply take it to heart,

&whatever others do, you'll just continue laughing with them.

am i just a dirt to you? maybe I'm.

i have been doing more then enough, even those things that doesn't concerns me.

try going out and expect someone to do all that,

or probably asked youself if you would sarcrifie all your time for a friend.

maybe my time isn't as big as compared to yours,

cause mine is just 'N' level, is that what you're thinking?

am i just being stupid to do all those things for you,

when you had never appreciated it at all.

2008-04-16T18:25:00.005+08:00

DUHHHHHHHHHHH;D
life is getting boring as days past. tests& more tests are coming up, and there goes exams. today, i flipped through my chemistry paper, &i'd just had a feeling i'm just going to fail my mid-year. those questions are so unfamiliar to me, they know me while i don't even know them.
today actually we had naffa test but i didn't attend cause i was just too tired after PE today. waited for sanly to finish her naffa and headed home.
i ate so much fried food today, i guess-ed i'm gonna get really fat soon. i'm going to skip breakfast and lunch tomorrow, i don't wanna get fat.
Bro is flying off tonight to taiwan, bon voyage!
i'm actually quite elated, &he knows as well. cause nobody fights with me over the computer.
tomorrow, there's gonna be listening compre,
HEYHEY, JIAYOUS!

i'm sorry if i wasn't supposed to be there,
am i the cause of everything?
if i was, i could only sincerely said sorry here.

2008-04-14T21:06:00.004+08:00

MOODLESS!

ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww:(

i was so fucked up with some asses today, &oh.. you shouldn't be called an ass cause perhaps you don't even have one. stop being jealous and pointing fingers at other, you're just behaving like a bitch, OPPS! not behaving like, it's obviously that you're bitch lahhhhh.

i don't curse people unless they made me real fed-up, &seriously i was. &talk more and make sure your mouth rot, i will go to the hospital and offer you some apples.

don't you know you're just behaving like those childish freakos? you never stop your nonsense, &you always bitch about others like nobody's business.

&i know you read my blog& you always do. but let me tell you, your fucked-face really makes people feel like slapping you.

if you think that you're really so pretty, i can only say PLEASE LO! you're just PRETTY ugly. if you think i'm talking about you, &you wanna find me, go ahead. CAUSE you're just admitting you're a bitch.

MONDAY BLUES!

i have spendd all my money today, poor SAMANTHA!

but nvrm, i brought myself happiness, wooooohoooooo(:

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND ALOT!

&sanly, my boyfriend is not the always eat apple one, do you think that monster is cute?

my boyfriend is much cuter lo!

♥♥♥

If i were to lost my memory,

The part that i do not want to lose is the time that we first met.

If you could, i rather you used a knife and stabb me,

&i'll bleed profusely to death;

Rather than suffering in the dark where nobody knows.

Those tears of mine have washed away my smile.

I need you in my life.

If i had a chance, i would never want to forget you.

You're part of my beautiful memories,
No matter how much hurt you bring to me,

I just could never hate you,

For just one reason, because i love you.

don't say goodbye

cause without you, i would just die.

2008-04-12T22:34:00.004+08:00

i'm so fucking excited alrights.

tomorrow, my boyfriend is gonna be on tv.

i'm so looking forward, but i can't catch the show cause i'm working and i have to visit my grandma then. Must watch tomorrow channel U, 8.15pm! &if you ever notice-d, the cutest boy is my boyfriend, the one that look kinda shaggggg.

i love him lahhhhhh;D

i was ultra late for work today cause i was cam-whoring, but i still can't upload cause bro is playing with his lappy now. everything seems fine to me today.had dinner with jiayin and she was VERY agitated. she was feeling mad due to some customer's stuffs. i'm quite alright at this place, cause most of them were aunties. i was totally shocked when one auntie said i was 20+ and she thought i was married! ohgosh-ed! do i looked like i was fucking married? seriously i do hope i have my little cute baby soon but I DON'T looked that old lahh :(

ohmytian~ you destroyed my mood utterly. but in another way made me laugh-ed.

you're the reason behind all my tears,

all those tears that rolled down from my eyes.

in the night, i miss you plenty.

gradually, i started to have a new hobbie&that is

MISSING YOU ALL DAY LONG.

&all i wanted from you was just a big glam smile.

2008-04-11T23:18:00.004+08:00

MOSHIMOSHI !

i have edited my blogskin again cause limzhuzhu said it was quite lagged then.

went to k-box today, &WE did something real disgraceful.i took many photos but cannot upload cause bro has took the lappy away, and i don't know how to upload using com. i'm a super duper nerd, uh-huh!

to me, no photos means boringggggg post. i cannot even bother to read on, and i guess-ed this's gonna be another boring post. i'm hyper-high today, and now i'm having headache already due to my over-high :(

MOODY ~!@ #$%^&*( !

ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww :(

if i could go back to the past,

i would rather be someone that you'd never notice.

i have had enough, i seriously need a break.

i thought things would go by naturally,

&perhaps someday i would even get to know you deeper.

but each and everyday passes,

you broke my heart into many pieces without noticing it.

~~i'd never want to know anything about you again.~~

all those tears are just my own retributions,

i was wrong from the first place, utterly wrong.

you're just a stranger to me, the ever closest stranger.

thank you for ever passing through my life.

2008-04-10T21:31:00.003+08:00

just wanted to blog but i have noting to blogged about.
my life is just as simple as you can ever think.
what i do is all my daily routine,
my laughters are what add laughters to my own life
from the day he came into my life,
it has just been like that.
i have nothing to blog, hahas(:

i once believe everything you said,
but now i realised it's all lies.
lies that you fabricated without even feeling guilty.
or shall i say, i was just too naive then?
even i knew it was all that blindly came out from you mouth.
seriously, i hope your mouth rot.
so, it can stop you from telling all your so called "white lies" to others.
you told me to believe you,
you have gotten my trust and smashed it as well.
i'm not gonna trust you again, don't trick me into your LIE.

2008-04-08T21:15:00.007+08:00

i'm still looking back on yesterday,

thinking that you'd still be back by my side.

One big stone removed from my heart,

or perhaps two? cause oral and practical are OVER-ED. superb HAPPY lahhhhs :D

today i had practical, and gosh! you'd never know how she SOUR-ED my dishes. my brownie's appearance not nice yea, but nice when it enters your mouth. was quite surprised when someone praised it was nice too, cause he rarely praised me. don't judge a cake by its cover.

wooohooo~ i was sooooooooooo zibi today yea, but i wasn't EMO-ING.

EMO WAS NEVER IN ME xD

waiting for them alone at the staircase, how good of me to sarcrifie my NEVER-zibi FOR them, LaughOutLoud*

i'm super thinking that limzhuzhu did not had her medicines today, which has seriously caused her insane to laugh for some unknown reasons(:

i haven't been doing well in my studies, or probably not even. i'm still waiting for limzhuzhu to give me tuitions. she's always busy, super busy like a bee (copy from tingting de!)

i wanna go k-ING this week, boooohooo! i'm so looking forward lahhhhs :D

i have been talking about Lin You Jia's butt like almost everyday.

你要我听这一首歌,用这首歌离开我.

"let me dream of you every night when you're not by my side.."

2008-04-06T23:03:00.003+08:00

Oral's tomorrow, &i really had no idea how i could study it. work has been damm tiring of course, my legs are so sour-ed after two days of work. &our performance, we got bRONZE but we didn't entered the next competition, &i guess thats something much better. shall blog tomorrow cause i'm damm tired today. &i have something real big to pronouced, i ate my very very first laksa yesterday, whole bowl FINSISH-ED. and laksa is like so hot that can be expected.

Goodnight!

all the best to everyone's oral tomorrow and on tuesday.

2008-04-04T20:48:00.013+08:00

Today was fineeeeeee ;D

Had quarrels and laughters. actually i can laugh at anything which is not even funny. in someways, people considered this as insane but to me it's just a type of happiness that can't be brought by money. tomorrow we're performing, opps! not ~~WE'RE~~ is THEY'RE cause i'm not performing. hope we could really not get the last prize as concluded, *laughs.

Granny has entered hospital and i heaven been visiting her even once. everyone has went to visit her, and my home is like empty with echoes.

Works gonna start tomorrow, kinda frightened. it's the first time i'm working alone, ALONE for almost the whole evening. i'm seriously not used to being alone, like what liqin said. probably this's th best time to trained myself before zhiting& co graduate.

&for one thing i'm sured, i'm not gonna get used to the days not see-ing you,

&probably those days are gonna passed very slowly.

我爱的人不是我的爱人,
他心里每一寸都属于另一个人.
他真幸福幸福得真残忍, 让我又爱又恨,
他的爱怎么那么深?
我爱的人他已有了爱人,
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能.
每当听见他或他说"我们",
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声
I loved someone whom isn't my valentine,
His everything belongs to her.
The person whom i loved already has a valentine.
In your eyes, i can see my unpossibility.

2008-04-02T21:01:00.007+08:00

CJ 7.

HELLO EARTHINGS!

i'm superb HIGHHHH today(:

didn't attend school in the morning and i bet zahrifah miss-ed me alot, down deeped in your heart. when to linda's house to slack, and watched "sky of love" part5, &i start laughing again. cause HIRO was very exagerrated lahhhhh:D i still love the show alot although i know nothing sooooooooo sweet would ever happened on earth perhaps only in scripts. bus-ed to pjc with sanly, yunting, huien, ferlicia and monkey. i guess-ed i must really stop my fingers form poiting at those lonely people cause i'm gonna end up like one sooooooon :(

i'm fucking angry with an idiot whom knocked onto me and still give me that kind of look. excuse me, sir! you knocked onto me and i'm carrying my milo, if that milo spilled on you, is like your own bloody hell business right? who asked you to fooled around like nobody's business?

&my phone is all spilled with milo lurhs, and you? nothing tiny bit happened to you urh, i shan't be angry with you, i apologised for the sake of someone, cause i don't want to make a big fuss over something smallllll. i'm soooooooooooo kindd, *laughs

it's raining today, &i'm super happy! don't ask me why, i don't really like raining day but exceptions for today. it's absolutely great not because we can go home earlier but it's because of some kind of reasons xD thanks rain for giving me such a happy memory.

when with zhu~ to lot1 and brought her blinkblink, she simply wants me to lost my sleeps tonight. then i cannot dream about dinos liao, thats very very bad of limzhuzhu alright!

my back hurts alot, i even have diffculties to walk, ohgosh! i wonder whats seriously happening to me. nvrm, i can bear the pain, cause i have suffer-ed those even-worst pain liao, this's like nothing to me, *laughs.

things seems to be rather fine this few days, hope it will be alright for the next few days.

you're like a dream that i wish would come true,

you're like my illusions, i don't wanna wakeup.

2008-04-01T22:48:00.005+08:00

HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY`

have you fooled or been fooled by anyone?

i have changed my bg into a dino background.

it looks like a playground now, teehees;D

jiayin has gotten me a job, &i'm gonna work alone, kinda of sick isn't it? thats what i usually think when i see someone walking on the road by themselves, i just hate the feeling of being alone.

but no matter what, money is the key to everything girls need.

SPORT'S DAY TOMORROW

...

i don't know why i'm suppose to attend such events when i don't even need to run but just sit at a corner and chit-chat. i'm just losing the mood to study already, esp my maths,

it just makes me zZz, and then i'll just fall asleep like nobody's business.

big bird said i am a happy girl and i won't cry over gaming stuffs,

wooooohoooo~ but i will ok, you better trained slowly and don't over-beat me.

if not i will CRY leh, laughs*

i know i love you when i can't help but cry every night,

because i know you're not mine but her's.

2008-03-31T22:37:00.007+08:00

Don't ever make someone your everything,

cause when you lost him, you would have nothing left.

i have got my boyfriend-shirts, yeepee:D

went bugis-ing, and roamed around the whole street. i gave a big burn to my pockets.

i'm damm fucking tired today, i have been sleeping for the whole of last two period. &there's test tomorrow, i'll fail with no doubts.

there's cooking practical tomorrow, wooooohooooo~

i'm so damm looking-forward to their cookings& i'm cooking next week.

goodluck for the last cooking practical of this year(:

$%^&!@#$%^&*

exams are just few weeks away, &i'm still lagging behind. who wanna be the kind-hearted soul to give me remedial? i'll buy you chocolates, buahahahas xD

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW, I HATE THIS :(

no more chocolates for this week :D

DIET!

there's this boy,

the way he laughs, makes me smile.

&the way he talks, gives me butterflies.

&just everything about him, makes me happy.

2008-03-31T00:00:00.004+08:00

PIANG!

i have shot you, &you're dead.

DEAD, just like me. tests have been coming up and there's maths test tomorrow, i ddin't even have my maths textbook nor worksheets with me. darn me.

&for the whole chapter, i didn't open my ears at all. let me tell you, i don't even know what the chapter is about. ok, i shan't be playing anymore, i must really mug hard and well, i'll attend remedial lessons, cause i'm just too busy to study then.

went with cousin to watch shutter last night and she brought herself necklace for the tiiffany& co panden, oh gosh. there isn't any diamond just a piece of metal, and the pendan cost her over 200bucks. she's rich, i must admit. went over to her house for an overnight stay. i wanna go shopping tomorrow, IF bro wins his matches tonight.

samantha says: Chelsea must win !

it's 12am now, gotta get to bed soooooooon(:

goodnight, DINOSAUR!

let me dream of you, alright?

i want a dinosaur blogskin, they're cuteeeee(:

&they BITE xD

2008-03-28T20:36:00.005+08:00

we made this, buahahas. believe it or not.

i have been caballing due to influence of a pair of gay in my class. i shan't be bad, cause they help me in leveling up most of the time. mapling suits me more, but whatever, studies now my first priority. i won't be playing cabal so often, but darryl promised me that he's gonna train 1lvl for me everyday, although not alot but it's alot lurhs(:

&people-s, dun show off your level to a noob please, you chiong everyday, &i don't. don't come and show off to me, cuz i won't be jealous. laughs*

i'm going cooking with jiayin early in the morning tomorrow, &i'm goonna buy my hershey chocolate, wooooooooo~ i missed them:(

&ohyaaaaaa, ferlicia brought me chocolates yesterday.

&something really funny happened& i dun understand why.

the chocolate has melted but when i place it in the library, it hardens again.

whywhywhy? the library is not like the damm fridge thats so cold urhs.

i have been trying to mug hard for my a.maths but nothing actually seems to help, i memorize the formula, but so what? i dunno how to apply =.- thats how dumb i am.

i hate that bitch lah, jolly well take your eyes off me.

stop using your eyes to do things that uglie-d yourself.

you weren't any better, so don't insult others.

reflect on yourself first before you say others.

don't hate me cuz you ain't me, alright?

you don't like me?

sorry lo, i don't like you either.

will blog tomorrow, byebye;D

SAYONARA~

2008-03-22T23:57:00.002+08:00

如果有一天我学会了放弃你,
不是因为我忘了你而是因为我太爱你 .
i don't listen to what others said in the past,
but i knew if it's meant to be, it's meant to be.
but if it's not, no matter what you do, it's still not meant to be.
someone once asked me, "is it worth? "
i nod my head& said: for him it's worth, &i don't yearn for payback.
i knew i had been brave, really brave,
i had never done all this things before, not even once.
it takes courage to giveup,
it's not as easy as you can ever thought.
you were once my light, my everything.
at those time i knew i can't live one day without seeing you,
but now i want my heart to beat for me, not you.
i want my smile to contain my real laughters,
i want to prove that i can live for myself.

damm you !@#$%^&*(~
i went to cook my potato cause practical is just two weeks away, &i still have no idea how to cook those dishes that i had chose. i msg-ed dumbdumb for the whole night yesterday until she reached home, i'm a wonderful friend.
&just now dumbdumb msged me and said she wanted to pass me something,
guessed what? she passed me a bar of chocolate, so touched lahhs.
AWWWWWWWWWWWW, I'M SO NOT HAPPY TODAY :(
it's getting late now, &i'm going to get into bed sooooooooon cause i miss-ed my pillow :D

AKU SAYANG KAMU;
iloveyou.

2008-03-21T22:01:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ;D
went out today& watched #1 rule with zhiting, sanly, ferlicia& sufeiiii (:
&sanly keep tickering me with her legs, so un-woman of her ;D
today's trip is not like normal, we behaved like normal passerbys, we didn't went crazy.
we looked around for neoprint's shop but all was like unavailable. sooooooooo i didn't took photos today, unlikely me right? time passed so slowly today, &my hands was feeling cold for the whole day. i have done alot of dumb things today, &i'm feeling like i'm soooooo bu yao nian lahhh!
butterflies in my stomach, i'm feeling so uneasy today.
sanly is waiting for me to post, but seriously i have nothing to post about.
i bakedd my cake today, it's so nice lah. i ate alot liao, can considered secretly celebrating le, hahs. i'm emo-ing, so don't bother to talk to me or disturb me. i may just shout at you& ask you to fuck off. if you want me to entertain you, buy me chocolates, if not shut your ass up. you dun know how i'm feeling then don't act like you know, you care so much when you even understand a single thing. just let me cry on my own, &i'll be better off a few days later. i'm so shameless, thats what i think i am urhs. i can't changed the facts but i can face the facts.
CHOCOLATES; CHOCOLATES; CHOCOLATES;

i'm already broke like fcuk& you still want to steal my money away. if you're being found out, you'd just be smearing your own reputation with those low-down behaviour of yours.
seriously, i have no idea who you're, but i'm going to track you down, &thats for sure.
don't think you can hide like the mas selamat ok. i'm really thinking if you have magics cause i had nvr left my wallet at all. RAH, i'm actually broke enough, &you still wanna gop my money.
dun let me find out who you're, or else i will bite you xD
if you're guilty, you can go fcuk yourself first,
then put my money back into my wallet(:
&i'll thank you LOADS*
don't let me know who you're, i don't know how to face a low-down creature like you.
FCUK YOU LAH!

2008-03-20T16:28:00.005+08:00

you're my shooting star,
whenever i see you, i wish you would grant my wish.

schooling as usual. i had quarrel with a dog today, &i guessed he's gonna be real angry with me. i'm not your dog, i dun have to do anything that you asked me to do. everyone has their limits ok, you're asking me to do things that doesn't seriously concerns me.
i ate chocolate today, &ilove myself deeper, hahhs. bro is buying me chocolate as he promised, so goody xD
i have created so many cute names for many people today, hahas. i'm lame, i know.
tonnes of people were saying i'm ultra gaga today, cause i'm so high. i accompany zhu~ to limbang to get her stuffs and headed home.
&yeahs, tmr i'm going out with zhiting, sanly and ferlicia. i'm so happy today, so many people praise me, hahas. i'm sooooooo kai xin lurhs(:

when the clock ticks 12am tonight, you'll be sixteennnnnnnn.
WOOOOOHOOOOO~
hope you really would takecare& do well in your studies.
i'm gonna make brownie, i'm going to secretly celebrate for you by myself only, buahahahas xD
anyway, you won't read my blog.
shhhhhhhhhh.. this is a little secret okays.
xD

2008-03-19T18:59:00.003+08:00

HELLO, BLOGGIE!
school has reopened, obviously. &i'm starting to concentrate, believe me pleaseeeeee ;D
i'm trying to slim down& guessed what i ate nuggets today even though i told myself not to eat last night. i'm not going to eat tomorrow, i have to slim down. bro kept saying i have turned fat, gah! he has never spoken a good word to me before unless he needs help from me.
BOOHOO!
today i didn't went home with emozhu, cause i'm afraid to stay in the canteen, i just can't resist the temptation of nuggets, or should i say fried food? so i went back home with my blackie umbrella and i got laughed by 2 idiots, ohwell, you know who you are. they're so dumb alrights, black umbrella is so cool urhs!
okok, i have gotten one super big surprise today. jeffery added me in msn, &he told me he's now 174cm, omg alright! he was once shorter than me, and now he's like sooooooo tall. i'm so envy no doubts. he asked me to drink more milk,but infact milk are so fattening but it can help people grow taller.

i want chocolate, buy 1 for me, &i'll love you more than life.
&HEY, EMOZHU! i'm not a wugui, you zhu!

2008-03-16T21:50:00.005+08:00

SAD?
i wanted to blog without thinking of what to blog.
tomorrow, school's gonna reopen,
&WALAO, thats so fast 1week of ~~holidays~~ had passed.
actually its not a complete holidays anyway,
remedials after remedial, fuck lo.
&my last day of holiday i'm rotting at home, doing nothing.
today, big bird was crazy! he kept asking people for numbers, &of course he wanted to give me his number, but i reject it, i'm kind isn't it? i'm not those monsters whom takes number without people's permission urhs. &so what if i had his number? i won't even msg-ed him, it will just stay in my contacts and rot away slowly.
ok, BIG bird, just admit you're a BIG bird& stop pushing it to daniel although you called him a bird. you're just bigger than him, and cuter of course(:
i'm chatting with jinghan, let me tell you, he's superb lame okays. i used my new e-mail to add him, &he act like he don't know me. laughs* i know he knows, and now he's still lying, bad dumbdumb! first time joke with him until like that, LOL!
yeah, i can see zhiting tmr le, i know she misses me loads.

to love, means to learn to let go.
i wouldn't want you to do something you don't like.
but i seriously hope you'll be happier then.
actions speak louder than words.
during raining days, i cried, i think through many stuffs.
it has been like one bloody hell year,
and the fact still heaven changed,
&from the start, i already knew it won't change.
but i still decided to wait for an unrepaid love.
till now, i had never regret.
you were once the one that i love deeply,
and now it's still the same.
it's just that i will hide all those feelings in me,
&left it unspoken once again.

"how can i tell you, that i love you more than life? "

2008-03-15T21:16:00.007+08:00

i love this show x33333s`

i cried when i was watching "sky of love" , cause the story is very touching.
this is a painful love story,
i give 10/10 ratings to this show, it's simply fabulous alright.
if i had a chance, i would watch it again.
that guy in the show is so handsome lahs. i'm so in love with him, xiaojie go away! laughs*
it's so worth watching lurhs, lucky we didn't catch deathnote.
somehow, i think fate brought me to see this show,
you're never gonna be mine, never.
nothing big will happened between us.
you're YOU, &i'm just me.
whenever it rains, i looked out of the window,
i wondered and my tears would just rolled down.
i'm facing all those unhappiness myself,
crying when nobody knows.
hiding behind tears over all my unspoken words.
your smile has stolen my heart away,
&thats how simple it is.

i enjoyed my day, i treasured it,
cause i'm afraid this is our lasting outing together?
went cineleisure& thot we could catch L change the world but i remembered the timing wrongly, so in the end we watch sky of love.
neoprints& more neoprints.

BYEBYE ;D

2008-03-14T21:08:00.002+08:00

HELLO BLOGGIE;
13MARCH`o8
went out with EMOZHU& kisiao derhs. shopped around& i dunno why everytime i go out with them, i will see those mentally insane people. you see, i'm not criticizing them& i'm not so bad urhs but they just kajiao us and made me LaughOutLoud. we're the crazzies and we shall not deny. we often laughed damm loud in public, i know its shameless, but you see, you cannot control your laughters and you'll get insane if you don't LaughOutLoud.
we went bugis-ing, &i didn't buy much things cause i still need to go out tomorrow yeah(:
took tonnes of photos FOR SURE, but i'm lazy to upload, wait till i have got tonnes of time for me to shake leg at home first(:
TODAY;
nothing much to update about, went with linda to huien's house to slack. then her bro was funny lahhs, all huien's "supposingly have" genes went to her bro, while all her bro" supposingly have" genes went to her. complicated? ok, i shall simplify it. huien is ultra clever but her bro was average. huien's bro is pervertic while huien has NONE of his pervertic genes(:
&we watched the scary videos, i was sreaming till the ceiling almost dropped, laughs*

EMOZHU~
just admit you're a baddie,
you're one of the craziies between US, so admit you're crazy like US.
what ahemahem? that one? i dun need you to post bigbig urhs,
SEEEEEE? THATS BULLYING!
&THATS BAD, SO ADMIT YOU'RE BAD ENOUGH.
i'm not emo, i'm just PART-TIME emo, not like you, full time?

2008-03-12T20:32:00.004+08:00

HELLO, HUMANS!
i have deleted my the post that i blogged yesterday, cause it's quite lame.
today i went for remedial& i was late for an hour, cause i remembered the time wrongly xD
i slept at 2plus last night cause i just can't get to sleep, nightmares before my dreams again.
we went to linda's house and got our nails all painted beautifully~
gosh, but mine has broken, fcuk.
[:
i'm soooooooooo looking forward to tomorrow, &hey don't smash my happiness again.
i have just got smashed yesterday, &i have to end up rotting at home.
&i really had nothing better to do, so i login my friendster, hahhs. mapling kills boredness, but my com is spoiled, duh;(
it has been like @#%%^&*!~ years since i have login friendster. cause i think friendster is like selling yourself away urhs, those "intr0 please" or whatever, don't it seems like you're just selling yourself away, laughs* but i will login once out of the blue moon yeahs;D
SHOPPING, SHOPPING, SHOPPING;
4more days to school reopen, fcuk eh. i heaven even enjoy-ed it at all. &xinhui is having her spa exams?? goodyluck to her(:
EMOZHU~
life is boring& time is crawling?
i simply hope time would just slowed down,
ALTHOUGH IT'S REALLY BORING, duhs.
i'm a good girl, thats a fact(:

"but time take times and i can't hold on..
put my broken heart together again..
there's one thing i can't deny, it's not goodbye "